Drenched in feeling
Eyes drink the landscape
I could swear that each colour was
emotion-tinted
sorrow-toned
anguish-textured
How many stretched hours of living
made each heavy brush-scar?
What volume of rinsing tears
for each change of shade?
Why did the artist know instinctively that the people
were so small
in such a vast, pigment-thick world?
From this distance they feel like children
But I know that they are grown
At least on the outside
Agony
and aesthetics
amalgamate in
assembled alchemy
Are these thoughts
artist-intentioned
landscapist-birthed
painter-engineered?
Or are they my thoughts
reflected
by brush strokes?
Designed to elicit, not instruct
To return, not to teach
To cast-back, not to create
This open canvas
in muddy colours
A perfect, terrible mirror
Helping me gently
in my now softened
sadness
©2024
BLT Webster’s Word of the Day challenge (amalgamate) date 4th November 2024. To unite two or more things into one.