You were never just a person
Never just a face in the crowd
Every hug meant something more
Every kiss on the cheek I wish reached my lips
But it never did

We're all just torturing ourselves
for greater social gratification.
For people I do not know or even care about.
Feeling worthless is a popular trend.
And I am exhausted.
I don't want to be social anymore.

The flowers bloomed
I cut them down
You gave me the seeds

We are born
We cry
We crawl
We walk
We talk
We play
Get injured
We cry again
Hospital
Schoolwork starts
We learn
We learn to play again
We make friends
Fight with our friends
Make up over icecream
Puberty sets in
We scream at our parents
We date
We kiss
We go to prom
We graduate
Break off ties with our boyfriend from high school
We go to college
Another graduation
We find work
Find love
We make money
Marry
We make babies
Watch them grow
We spend our time on them
Grow old
We die.

Nothing makes me happy anymore
Not laughing with my friends
Not my graduation
Not watching romance movies
Not even your smile

What's wrong?