Chels

Chels Mar 2020

I would dream of the day you left
So much that it became present
All of the promises broken
The lies that were spoken
I LOVE YOU
That's what you said right?
Is that really what you meant?
NO
I didn't think so
As the years went by
I watched that "LOVE" fade with time
You reassured me that nothing was wrong
But I could sense something going on
As time went by you kept up the lie
& told me you loved me a billion more times
As I sit back and felt this pain
Today was the day you walked away

Chels Mar 2020

The feelings I miss

I want the feeling of warm fingers on my skin
The kiss that leaves you breathless under the moonlight
I want the butterflies in my stomach when you look at me
The goosebumps from the breath on my neck when you hug me from behind
The arch in my spine when you kiss it just right
And your hugs that are a little too tight

#sadness #missingyou #feelings

Feb 2020

Ugo Victor

Forever to you

I can't sleep
Everytime I remember your words
They snap and recoil
And hurt me awake
Next time when someone
Promises me forever
I'll just smile
Look them in the eyes and ask
How long is forever to you.

#love #heartbreak #promises #forever #words

Chels Feb 2020

Untitled

I watched you love me
I watched you stay
one thing I couldn't stand was watching you drift away
Your love was patient
Your love was kind
your love drifted in due time
I watched you hurt me
You watched my pain
I continued to love you everyday
I watched you struggle
With what to say
I only wanted to hear that you would stay
You didn't want to
I couldn't make you
that's what caused me so much pain
I do love you
I still care
But to watch you fall out of love
Just isn't fair

Chels Feb 2020

The hole

The deeper I dig
The darker it gets

Chels Feb 2020

The darkness

Secrets lie behind this skin & bone
How in a room full of ppl do I feel so alone
The darkness surrounds me like a thick layer of wool
My chest gets tighter as the darkness starts to pull
Pulling me under as I fight
Only to be engulfed into the night

— The End —