Won't ask for forgivness
Because i know im not getting any
Won't beg for you to stay
Because i know you won't
Won't say i will change
Because you know i will not
Won't promise to love you
Because we both know i don't

A new beggining
But the same old pain
A new life
But with the sins of my old one
A new love
But nothing like the last one
A changed man
But doesn't mean a better one

a medicine that became the poison
a flame that turned into a deadly fire
an angel that fell from heaven
a demon with a kind soul

even azrael's soul can't hurt me the way you do
when i hear you craving someone new
a ciggerate is bad for my heart
and you are poison to my soul
and yet i'm addicted to you


an innocent face
a soft red lips
and a big brown eyes
that all it took for me to lose my mind
and yet you will never be mine

your lips
my lips
apocalypse

Stuck in the middle
Between a girl that would die for me
And one who doesn't know i exist
Cursed with loving them both to death
I had to make a choice
That will make the suffering end
Before i tell you about my wrong choice
Let me tell you about her
She would take a bullet for me
She loved me to death
She said she will be by my side to the end
She looked at me like i was a ten
She gave me everything
And now i left her with nothing
But pain and a broken heart
At the time i didnt appreciate her enough
She was good for me
She was perfect for me
But now
I miss those green eyes
I miss that cute smile
I miss those soft lips
And i miss her to the death
Now i have to live with my choice
I dont know if you will ever read this
But im sorry
I regret the pain i caused you

Your lips
My lips
Apocalypse

It was a dark day
It was chaos in heaven
And angels were crying
Their tears were falling on the ground in the form of rain
A black casket carrying a beautiful soul
An innocent girl in a white dress
And a man waiting for this nightmare to end
Asking himself could i be in hell
Because if he was it was a punishment well deserved
With every breath
They covered her in more dirt
Knowing he wont see her again
Because he belongs to the pit of fire
And she is among the angels in heaven
He begged the devil
A soul for a soul
But lucifer laughed in his face
Please she is my everything
The man said
She doesnt deserve this
But you do
Ill see you in hell
The fallen one said before he left the man
Broken damaged alone
With the only good thing in his life gone
He said im done
One last cigarette
One bullet to the head
And his last thoughts were about her