Forever is a very long time,
I am not looking for promises for lifetime;
I am happy if I can see you once,
to keep myself alive, I just need a glance;

I think I just felt music in my ears..
a cold breeze just touched my shoulders..
my goosebumps became super evident..
my heart just missed a beat..
my cheeks turned pink..red..
felt a lump in my throat..
my eyes started scanning everyone around me..
Thought you came back to me..
**** it
It was just your recorded voice that played on my phone..

I thought you would be my friend
I thought you would walk with me in my life's sorrows and happiness
I thought I would wake up to you every morning
I thought I would share my cold brew with you every day
I thought I would laugh with you in all our best moments
I thought I would hug you forever...
Never thought that you would remain in my memories alone..

I don't want to die now,
to all the angels and demons, I will bow;
It's not time for me to leave this earth,
It is really not the moment to think of re-birth;
It is hard to explain to these.. heartless,
YOU not being with me hurts less...
what really maims me is ...you not missing me..
what really gashes me is.. you moving on..
but I will wait for that moment...for you to smile back at me..
will hold on to my last breath till then...will not disappear undersea.

Dear..
I have accepted the fact that you are long gone...
But I don’t know when I will stop hoping that you will come back...

If you tell me that flowers make you happy,
I will grow a garden for you;
If books are your passion,
I will build a library for you;
Say you love snow,
I will drive you to Alaska and build you a igloo
If you tell me that you love stars,
I will sit by you at night on the beach, stargazing
Tell me if you want a house..
I will give you a home;
Just say that you need me..
I will leave the world to be with you..

I counted seconds, minutes, hours, days and months since the time you left..
I wished every morning to become evening and every evening to become night..
I started reading zodiac signs and crystal *****..
Now...
I am a firm believer of life after death..

Unfortunate are those who are scared of falling in love..
As they don’t realize..that
broken heart is also a bliss, when it comes from the person you love..from the person who mean the world to you

Like the fresh snow on tahoe mountains
Like the water from a molten glacier
Like the fire erupting from molten lava
Like the breeze on the countryside
Like the smell of a jasmine
Like the smile of an infant
my love for you is pure !!!