The sadness that keeps crawling back.
And all the tears that just keep on coming
they keep me sleep deprived and my mind a little wrapped.
I can't think and i can't focus.
The thought in my head doesn't count
The mourns that should have come doesn't come
The tears that want to fall just keeps itself inside
The pain that is there doesn't wanna show.
This is how a depressed person that always smiles goes through a day
Her heart is crying for a friend to lean on.
But to scared that the person might leave her side.

Evert night at 2 AM
Different poems are written
Different words are scribbled
Different papers are crumpled
But only one thought she had
Yet, word can't help her convey the feelings
"Empty" has much more than herself
"Sad" is not sadder than she thought
"Broken" is more whole than her
"Hurting" ain't just bleeding just like her
And when words can't take the role
It's the blade that play with her
Every cuts has meaning
Everything is her unreleased feeling

Running from all those people
running and running till you are so tired of running.
Stop they say, but our Plight that they don't understand and they just keep coming.
Depression and anxiety hitting us hard.
but we can't stop as it's not our doing.
Rolling and turning and shifting in bed.
Crying and hiding and fighting with ourselves everyday.
Don't know how to stop, just we know we gotta keep moving.

They say time heals everything,
I don’t agree.

Time is forgetting.

Forgetting isn’t healing,
It’s forgetting.

I was never meant to be yours, nor you could be mine.
We just were two people meeting each other at a wrong time.
Though time has passed, like years and so.
Still when we unblock each other and start a conversation,
It seems as we were just meant to be.
We talk for hours without stop and then again fight for the times that we did wrong in those years.
one of us block the other person and repeat.

But now, this time when we spoke to each other, we promised that we wouldn't forgive each other for what we did, but won't forget the times that we had been together and good times that passed.