I hate when people
Has nothing better
To do with there life.
But talk **** about you

I hate
When people will do anything
To lie on you

I hate
Having more than one
Friends.

I hate
When people think
They are better than you.
Honestly they are not better than anyone.

I don’t wanna fall
In love again
It’s to much
Work.
I don’t wanna go through
It’s all over again.

Going with my life.
I’m not letting anybody nor anyone’s
Ruin my life.
I have positive energy.
I could wake up in
The morning
And say
Thank you god
For Guiding me.
And giving me a sign
Who’s negative in my life.

My sister love me so much
I love my sister too
Not only she’s my sister
Also my best friend
She always been there for me
I’m glad God
Give me a beautiful sister
Very understanding
And loving person
She is. I don’t want nothing else.

All I want to do is to take care
Of you
I saw it in my mind
They only said that
To make you feel good
And believe them.

To stay away
Look what you
Put me through
I don’t want
The drama
And bs.
I’m happy with
My life now.
I let you
Have your
Happiness.
I let you be
Let me
Be.

My daughter is mine only
She’s a gift
From heaven
Live with your Guilt
Your mess
Your own creation

And my kids
You never know
What could happened to
Your love one
Or anybody.
I got to make sure
I have enough to
Pay are bills
This Cov-19 is not a
Joke.
The numbers are going up.
Not going to depend on
A man.

Your own mistakes
Good people
Are hard to come by.
Learn from your own
Mistakes
Realize that the people you
Hurt

I’m not all about that negative energy
I’m more positive energy
I living my with good people
Not people going to use me
Or doubt me.
I believe there’s a good person
Inside of you
That’s afraid to come out
I also see that
You carry a lot of your past
Inside
You need to learn to forgive yourself
If not you will always be unhappy person
Yes, I’m disappointed
To a lot you said.
You get advice from a person
Who has so much hate
Inside.
That negative energy is affecting you

Honestly all I want
Is to hangout
With you.
Sorry if I get turned on
By you
When I’m just sitting next to you
Doesn’t mean
I’m only after one thing
Nope
I’m not that way.
I learned to take it
Slow. If is going to happen
I want able to enjoy it.
You still own me
One

I learned to stay to myself
I learned to be a wiser mother
And a friend to all
My children.
I’m very sorry
I don’t take a order
From any man
I take orders from myself
Because in the end of the day
What may I say today
I will remember it.
Every wrong turn
I made
I still
Don’t let no
One bring
Me down

I keep my mouth shhh
Each time I plan something
And I tell someone
There’s always
Someone who
Like to ruin my plans.
I don’t say nothing
I’ll wait when
I’m totally done.
I have so many plans
Rather go and do it
Cuz to me
Talking is cheap

But I’m afraid
Let my guard down.
So, I’m fighting within myself.
I don’t want same ****
To happen to me.
Time to hide

In private
Yes, I have secrets
Dude to my past
That’s why
I keeps a lot
Hidden.
Doesn’t mean, that’s
Makes me a liar
I’m not comfortable
Opening myself to
Anybody.
You have to earn my trust and royalty
I don’t give out trust
I surely don’t just
Give royalty out
Earn it first
Show me you care

The way I wanna
Live it
I don’t
Have to
Answer
To anybody anymore
Mentally and physically
I’m happy
Not
Stressing.
Not anymore .
I have nothing
To say
To
You.
Let me be.

I would do anything my dear love to make you happy,
I would go to the ends of the earth if you needed
to find and get you anything that you need.
I would give it my all even risking life
and limb to make you happy and see you smiling.

I would do anything to protect you if a dangerous moment
or situation arose and threatned you in any way.
I would give up my life if needs be to protect my only one,
I will be your hero and knight in shining armor,
I will always protect you from anything there may be
that could frighten, threaten, or harm you.
I would do anything in defense of my lady.

I would and I will do everything in this life to
give you all that you need and deserve,
I will always do for my sweet Angel what is right.
I will do everything for her to be happy,
healthy, safe, full of peace and strength.
I would do anything it takes to let you know that
you matter and you're never alone.
I will do anything to prove that I'm never leaving,
and dedicated staying right by your side for eternity.

I will do everything to honor you treating you as
the precious Queen of my heart that you are,
I will always give you my best treating you with dignity and respect,
give you everything you deserve to heal your heart
and prove to you that you're the best my Angel Queen.
I would and I will do everything that you want and need
because you're my lady and I love you so very deeply.

Getting really old
When my kids
Have there’s own
When my grandkids
Ask me
For a story
To tell them.
I’ll skipped
That one
I put inside a
Bottle
Throw it
In a river.
That’s not a good story
To tell.
There’s so many
Disappointment in that.
And it’s a very sad
Story to tell.
I’ll speak about my
Older son father.
That’s I forgive and forget that
His my first

The reason I write poetry
Because something I been doing for awhile
The other reason
I feel, when I’m writing
There’s someone listening to me
Because in the real world
People don’t believe me
I’m saying like all the people
There’s only 3. But the 3 out of one
Been called a liar.
People that knows me longer
They know I’m a very cool person
They said I haven’t change.
I don’t bring problems to anybody door.
People I just met
They trying to Digg into my life
I’m a type of person
I’ll let you in my life
But not always in.
Two-three month’s isn’t enough
That’s why I write more
Writing down everything I’m feeling
Here I slipt my feelings out
Don’t have to worry about
Someone calling me a lair
Or judging me
You feel everything I’m saying

I write because
This is the only way I could
Express my feelings inside
Ask right now
Ask I’m speaking
I have so much hates
Inside my heart. There’s
So much discussion going
On within my life.
I have no one to talk to me.
No, really understand how I
Feel inside.
That’s why I write.
Same time as I’m writing
I’m so healing myself.
Letting stuff is in my heart.
When I do get a change to talk
Usely I’m getting cut off.
Like my words is not important
To my love one.
I decided to put it
In my poetry.

Tarot cards for Gemini
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You and I might not
Talk before.
A good person like me
Didn’t have to do
Stuff for you.
But right now this
Moment
God’s know
What I have done
For you and your kids.
Everything you and your best friend
Brain wash your kids
About me.
I really don’t care.
I only care what god’s know
About me.
God’s know what kind of
Person I am.
And I’m not going throw myself
Nor proof myself
To anybody
But just God
Himself.
God’s know who’s
Fault in this situation.
If it was my fault
I shouldn’t be blessed
With a beautiful house
I shouldn’t be blessed
With a car.
I shouldn’t be blessed
My life change
For a good reason.
I should be struggling right now
I should be still
Living in raggedy
Apartment.
But I’m not
God heard my prayers
And he blessed me with
Everything
And change my life
And **** me away
From all the negative people.
God’s know I
Don’t trust men
By there’s words.

I’m a grown woman
Nobody makes the
Decision for me.
But my own self.
I made bad decisions
That’s why
I’m correcting my
Mistakes
Not to go back
To it.

When my friend calls
Me.
I’m always there for them
When my friend needs something
I never hesitate.
I always give my friend
What they needs.
But when I called
It’s always a different
Story

First, you cheated on me
The second time you cheated on me
Still, let you back in my life
I gave you your space last time
How many times you and Victoria was walking
Together I didn’t like it.
But you got mad
Saw me with my x husband
Walking one time.
But is okay
For you to do it
Right.
There’s nothing wrong
You doing it.
I’ll give you what you want
I’ll stay away just what you want.
Still can’t say in my face you don’t love
Me.
But nervous to call me your wife
Right
How could you calm me
As your wife.
I put a ring on your finger
You can’t do same for me
Yes, I more real woman you will
Get
Willing to give in to your wishes.
Yes, I’ll live my life to fullest
Like you ask me
But I’ll will never forget you
Your part my heart.
I’m not part you’re heart.

So, done fighting
No, matter what
I say.
Doesn’t mean **** with you
You want to fight
Fight with yourself
Not to blame
But your own self.
I don’t move my life
With people are so
Negative energy
I stay positive
Everyday
Positive energy
I could be more myself
Negative energy will
**** you inside and outside
Done fighting
Doesn’t get you anywhere

If someone can’t understand
How truly I feel
They only see or read
What they wanna read.
I’m not sharing anymore my
Feeling.
Unless I tried
But I felt
They don’t understand
Me at all

They grown on me
I love how the
Father so involved with
His daughter
I am with mine
My kids comes first
That’s a big thing for me

Lords please hear my prayers
Does people has nothing
Better to do
With there life.
I pray for them
That they accept you
In there heart and mind.
And even take all
The hates they have
Inside of them.
Lords I know each of
All of us
Has a good person inside
It’s not there fault
Because they became
Like that.