You don’t get whatever
You want in life
So, I **** on myself
The alway I won’t be
Stress out
Just to wait
Let’s god show
Me whatever that may be
Now I could balance
My chakras
Be more positive within
My life
And to better myself too
I’m in the right path
If is meant to be
Than it will happen
Just be patient

Thinking what did I do
I’m a simple person
I don’t ask for anything
I don’t understand
Why, stuff is happening.
Why my man
Keeps blaming me for ****. When
I don’t even do anything.
**** I feel more
He has a relationship with
My family.
His more worried about them.
Than me.
I’m the one lost
Something, no one
Cannot replace it.

I love waking up in the
Morning
With a smile on my face
I love cleaning all the negative energy out my house.
I love looking pretty
I love the most
Getting comments from other people
I love when people
Tell me
I’m always beautiful
Each day’s
They see me.
I love being happy all the time

I'm not perfect, I'm me. I've made bad decisions and
wrong choices, but I'm me. I've said the wrong things;
I've said the right things, because I'm me. I don't
like everything I've done, but I did it because I'm me.
I've loved the wrong people and trusted the wrong
people and I'm still me. If I had a chance to start
again, I wouldn't change a thing. Why? Because I'm me.
There are a lot of good things about me; you just need
to look past the imperfections to see what's right.
If you can't do that then it's your loss.
I'm the best I can be. I am ME!

I look at man in
A different level now
They sweet at first
They want to get to know
Be your friend
Inside there big head
They want more.

My teeth are **** up
I have no teeth at all
I can't smile
Peoples talk about me
I'm not ****
I'm very skinny

I think I beat ugly duckling.
On looks.

Future growing up I was
Adopted also
Just got pretty lucky
The people who
Adopted me
Are very wealthy
I lose my adopted father
In April 2006
He had a stroke
My adopted father dies
In age 99 years old
I remember growing up
The school was just behind our house
Every morning my dad
Will pick Daisy flowers
For me to take to school
To give it to my teacher
Then my adopted mother
Got sick
She past away
Age 75 years old
That’s was January 2007.
My mother use to
Work as a chef in daily city’s California
Both parents are
Barry in Rosehill Memorial cemetery

I don’t care what I look like
As long I have good heart
That’s all it matters.
Because honestly is not
All about the looks.
What counts is
What inside is.
I’m intelligent

I'm be a woman with so much secrets
But I know my boundaries.
I don't give no other man time to stop
Just to talk to
I'm not very friendly to others
Peoples
I don't open my legs for no one
You cannot buy me nor my love
Because I'm not for sell
I'm a woman only love one man

I surely don't dress cute
I don't like attention
But I give myself to one man
That's the only one
No, body else matters

Where I am
Right now
I’m sorry I feel
You don’t have a place
For me
No matter what I
Do
Show you how much I
Love you. It’s not enough
I could only give
A little my heart
I can’t give all my heart
I could see it
In the end
I’ll be the one will get hurt.
So I give just enough
Of my heart
To see where do I
Stand

Especially to my love one
But one thing
If your my friend, you
Will stay as my friend
If you step out that box
And trying to take something from me
I will take you out my friend circle
But if you are the person I dearly
Love
You keeps ignoring me
Not caring what had happened to me
I’ll be in silence. I’ll do what you do to
Me
Ignore me

In my experience
With relationship there’s
More giving.
My relationship with my friends.
We do give and takes.
It works out more with friends
Than with your lover.
My experience with relationship
Nothing silent
Don’t go anywhere
They don’t take you to the movies
Don’t spend times with you.
My relationship with friends
We talk
We go out to the movies
We spent times.
And they always there for you

Silent as the storm
Black as the nights sky
You never know when its coming
Temperature ranging from hot to cold
Moon swings come and they go
She can make you feel like the lowest **** on earth
Or make you feel like a King

We are in a league of our own
The take no mess take charge kind of woman
Sweet as honey beautiful as the sunset
She’ll drain you and leave you begging for more
With her smooth complexion hair just right
Dress to impress and the legs smooth as silk
Her take charge attitude with sophistication
Can work the room in any situation
Wither in the boardroom, fancy restaurant
or at home with family and friends

She can cut you down without missing a beat
Leave you standing there wondering what happen
A work of art in her own right
A independent women but can make you feel
Like you are needed always treating you like you the man
A way with words that will leave no room argument
Will cut so deep leave you grasping for breath
But you can never want to hurt this woman
Cuz she can turn on you like Cain turn on Abel

We are devious creatures and with a devious mind
And a women who is scorn is a dangerous combination
A woman with so much confidence
It will make you sit up and take notice
But at the same time she knows her place
As a women by your side
While all the while bringing home the bacon, cook it and serve it to you like royalty

Watch out cause she’s on the rise
As a strong independent black woman
Never fearing of the two strikes against her
In this mans world that we live in
So watch out, take notice and pay attention because she is unstopable

People easy to Judge you to

Things you hate about yourself. They eat you up because you never feel good enough or worthy of anything you have. You hate looking at yourself and you compare yourself to everyone. It happens to girls and guys. It could lead you down so very dangerous paths in life. Surround yourself with people who love an accept you, and the insecurities will stop taking over your life. People are insecure themselves so theu bully others who are as well.

Insecure

Insecure can be defined by many things. For one, if someone has to constantly repeat how great or attractive they think they are, clearly they're not entirly sure about it. They might be trying to convince themselves it's true. 2nd, they lie. A lot. This is because they're too ashamed of their own lives to except them for what they REALLY are, so they make up people and situations in order for their lives to sound a little more exciting. 3rd, they're easy. As in, they would go to third base on a first date. They need either a lot of guys or girls approval in order to be confident with their appearence, love life, exct. And lastly, they put other people down. They'll make an unecessary, rude comment and try to pass it of as a joke. Call them out on it and they'll say that they really don't care. But if they're even taking the time to respond, then they obviously do.  

The insecure man really needs to get over herself.

Someone who extremely lacks self confidence. An insecure person, would be introverted. He/She won't know their worth. They would dislike their physical appearance & constantly compare themselves to their peers. Never feeling good enough, feeling sorry for themselves, feeling sorry for people who look at them. Insecure people are really kind at heart, they just don't love themselves. Due to the influence of other, be kind. Words do hurt, what you say matters.

A flawed character/personality trait that makes a man (usually), who is not happy with himself, lie about his pathetic life to cover his failures. He will “invent” people, situations or things to boost his image. He will reiterate his numerous “successes” to look superior. If he has a girlfriend he will disrespectfully read her diary, monitor her conversations or spy on her to see if she is cheating. If he is in public with his woman, he gets jealous when a guy looks at her (which is actually a compliment) because he is threatened by another man and knows deep down that he isn’t worthy of her. He feels as though his sense of self-worth (or lack of it) is found in the woman in his life because he must have a woman and *** to be happy. He will also talk bad about others to make himself feel better.

Insecure people are extremely needy, lonely, miserable losers who need to get a life.

Às vezes me pergunto se a vida vale a pena. Ela me ama, ela me quer, assim como ela afirma.
...
Eu mudei para esta cidade, deveria me mudar para outro estado?
Você vai sentir saudades de mim? Me quer? Faça o que for preciso?
Estas são minhas certezas todos os dias, devem viver durante o dia, ou morrer e estar livres dessas inseguranças?

I thought he was different
I thought he wouldn’t lie to me
I thought he change
I believe him so much
And in love with him too
I fought for him too
Look where my love **** me
Because I was to nice
And giving person that I am
Caring
Because I love him.
Now I have to be strong
Let him be him
It wasn’t easy to close my heart
And turn my back
Especially people I love
The most.
I have to

You need to get out habits. Because **** don’t go your way. You like a little child. You go for next person. You think is going to be best for you. **** when things doesn’t go my way. I don’t act like a little child. Yes, I do text a lot.
But that in the pass. Now I just say oh well. Maybe next time. My habit is much different than yours. But you don’t see me picking Dave. Hey that’s you right. You grow right. You do what you want. Lieing don’t get you far in life. I’m honest person. If I feel you need to know I’ll tell. But mood tells me sometimes not to say anything to you. Because you take it the wrong way. Or you read it the wrong way.
Good luck with your life. Like I said I rather have honesty than be a liar. All I did actually watch everything. How you was trying to play me. It didn’t work right. I caught up with your game.

Look for answers to your question today, Gemini. The good news is that the answers are now out there and easily accessible. Seek the truth and you will find it. Make sure you probe more deeply than you might think to do. Instead of just asking for the answer, seek to find the full mechanics behind the problem. In this way, you're much more likely to find ultimate success.

If I'm invisible
People cannot say nothing
About me.

I love being invisible.
They don't see me
But I see them.