Breaking into a pause mid-breath
your words cut into my memories
before dancing with the rain
across the path in a mirror reflection

Tears cascading down my face
crashing into my heart
my dreams are bound
by only a memory of your touch

Our souls
Searching through
Beautiful scattered
Shiny stars

Find me
And I'll find you
For once,
Look past the clouds

Tell me all the
things you will
never say
out loud

Whisper your secrets
into the deepest
part of my soul
I'll keep them safe

Unspoken chemistry
Infinite attention
Unconditional trust
from my soul to yours

Your emerald eyes

a window to your beautiful soul

your sensitivity to mankind

zero tolerance for the unkind

Writing about you

is harder than any poem I have ever written

you are

the purest soul

You amaze me

every single moment

your commitment

to your dreams

I am blessed

to be in your presence

even more blessed

to be your mommy,

                     I love you

                                      ... unconditionally

When I looked into

your beautiful bright eyes

for the very

first time

I knew love

Unconditionally,

Consistently,

Everlasting

Years of the joy of watching you

grow into the

amazing man

brave and strong

I look at you

in absolute awe

You are amazing

and your mommy loves you,

                                              ... unconditionally

We have many choices
my biggest was
to love you in person
or in memory

Painful memories
flooding in
when I least expect it
suffocating all reason to breathe

My soul craves
your absence
my heart aches
with my lips

but, I still choose
to love you
... only
in memory

There was a
reason why
our souls
collided

We may
... never ...
know all the why's

Does it matter?
I think not!