All her poems she writes
Pour out of her heart
As if a secret that was
kept for years

♡
soft
sweet
soothing
sumptuous
a comfort to offer
an attempt to pamper
a big scoop of ice cream
after a root canal procedure
not  to  subside
or else to hide
the pain but
to  forget it
for awhile
and / or
get the
smile
back
:)

I used to be so sure
You would never ever leave
but so sure you love me
unconditionally

I thought this was forever
but now its very clear
that your love was only meant
to last but a couple years.

you were meant to be a dating thing
not meant for me to marry
I'm sorry for pursuing you
in such a hurried manner

I knew my love was real
from the moment that we met
I'm sorry I'm not enough for you
I tried but now I'm spent

I wanted to give you everything
but all you did was take
now I'm fighting back, you see
much before you wake

you awaken from this dream you're in
the ideal state of mind
to snap back to reality
the one I'm leaving behind.