I still remember the day sitting idle in the lab mundane Smell of acid although causing pain But i was still taking in, like a toxic gain. And then she came in like a soft gush of wind sat beside me saw me all strained. I asked why people leave without giving reason and I poured my heart out like a kid with a toy broken. I was inconsolable as if I saw death of a closed one. and that closed one was my heart deep inside it was fallen apart. And then she told me a hard truth how she loved her mom who left part way without witnessing her triumphs her chosen love and all fame . How she all wanted was to gift her a saree and take her to a restaurant to feast fancily. I looked into her eyes and she into mine we both lost a part of our hearts and we together washed away the pains filled deep inside I was crying over a lost love and she over a lost soul and I wondered whether my pain was even worth despair we walked through our pain while finding life all regained.
I am in a zen place now, where I don't look for you anymore. I might see you someday somewhere, walking through some strange door. I even don't know if I'll stay and say hello Or glance you once and choose to ignore.
As if I don't know what it means to be alone As if I don't know the feeling when I had it all As if I don't know the warmth of hug in chilly mornings As if I don't know the talks we had with no meanings. As if I don't know waking up besides a smiling face As if I don't know the tiring of breathing race
I know every bit of being two bodies but one soul But what if he moved on and left me behind all sore. As if I don't know how it feels to be alone How does it feel to wait for long gone But I don't want a life boat to survive I want my cruise ship to sail through life Love has left me without giving reasons But I will look on till I find the one in a perfect season.