im weightless in the sea

i try to swim, swim back

back to the flowers,
the footsteps

to the shore

but i chose to drown
it’s my fault i’m weightless

like jellyfish
i glow in the sea
swimming, free

take a breath
but you chose death

looked like immense pain,
but it was just the desperate pleading for me to stay

you speak,
and more cracks appear

through my face
my lungs
my heart

you speak.
‘you wanted me to face my truth?’
‘so why don’t you face YOURS?’

my body broke.
i am truly broken without them

an obsession
so deep to care
fireworks blast into the sky
snapping the our reality with theirs

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oh boy!

it’s christmas eve
and i remember my house
full of people
my family

when i left,
i didn’t know my family no more
i know their names
i recognize their faces
yet i don’t know them
no more.

it’s christmas eve
a time so special
yet so,
so lonely.

i just never saw you go

i just never saw

i just never

i just

i



the blind edge of the blade
refuses to cut my skin
is this you?

for once you didn’t mark my skin

trained to help
those who yelp
those who can’t even
help themselves

put a blue leash on me
as i see you
my tail wags

determined to help
just you now
just you

…

i see you laying on the ground
sirens almost making me deaf
put a blue leash on me
it’s not time to leave yet, is it?