YOU MAKE ME SO HAPPY AND IT BRINGS TEARS TO MY EYES BECAUSE YOU CAME AT SUCH A GOOD TIME AND I AM SO THANKFUL YOU ARE IN MY LIFE NOW BECAUSE I WOULD STILL BE IN MY DROWNING STATE OF SADNESS IF YOU HADN'T TALKED TO ME AND NOW I DON'T STOP SMILING AND I FEEL BUTTERFLIES IN MY TUMMY WHENEVER SOMEONE SAYS YOUR NAME AND I THINK THAT YOU MAY BE THE ONE TO COMPLETELY SAVE ME
-te

11:11
Make a wish
For love
For hope
For strength
To keep you going
-te

DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS LIKE TO HAVE DEMONS IN YOUR HEAD TELLING YOU THAT YOU AREN'T GOOD ENOUGH EVERYDAY THAT YOU AREN'T WORTH LIVING THAT THERE IS NO POINT IN YOU BEING HERE ANYMORE BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST A WASTE OF SPACE? DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT IS IT LIKE TO NOT KNOW WHY YOU HAVE THESE DEMONS BUT YOU HATE YOURSELF SO MUCH BECAUSE OF THEM? DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS LIKE TO WANT HAPPINESS SO BAD THAT YOU WILL DO ANYTHING TO GET EVEN A GLIMPSE OF IT?
-te

I'm numb
Everything around me doesn't feel real
Everyone around me doesn't feel real
I'm so extremely exhausted of everything that I have no clue how much longer I can take
It's hard to believe that "It gets better"
I'm numb
I'm tired
I just want to be gone
-te

Thank you for saving me at a bad time
Thank you for making me feel like the most important person in the world
Thank you so much for sticking by my side as long as you did
I'm sorry I pushed you away
I'm sorry things ended the way they did
I'm so sorry I am the way I am
But thanks again for helping for that little while, I just wish you were still here helping..
-te

It's weird how you want everyone to know how you're feeling. For them to know you aren't okay anymore. For them to know you have suicidal thoughts every single day. For them to know you cut. For them to know you just don't want to be in this world anymore. But then again, you don't want anyone to worry about you so you keep your mouth shut. It's weird how we want someone to help us but we stay silent so they will never know
-te

I FEEL LIKE SUCH A MESS AND I AM GETTING WORSE AND I AM NEVER HAPPY ANYMORE AND I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO COPE WITH IT ALL AND I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH FOR BEING LIKE THIS BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO STOP THE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN TAKE
-te