when i wake up i chase away
the dreaded darkness
create smiles on your face
my presence is happiness for all
nice scenery is part of my description
going up in the air command many activities
plants manufacture food
with my torch man does huge work
using my light animals hunt for food
i contribute to producing the rain of your need
in growing your food
i shine in regions at different times.

i have a complaint against you
why do you torture and ****** innocent nature?
you are now silently killing the ozone layer
that shield is a must have!
or else some of my rays are unbearable
your skins and eyes are far from secure
from cancer n eye cataracts
do you think you can survive without it?
trouble is busy going after you

i was ordered to serve you less a charge
love and care for mother nature
you will reap my lovely company
generation following generation.

It came to me then, that every second i spent thinking about you, is a tiny waste of my life, and just now i realize that loving you is just pointless as staring at my shoes, and the tattoo of the heart with YOU&I; i tattoed on my back nows only give me regrets, and even feelling all this hatred when i see you my heart aches so hard thats is almost impossible to breathe, why? just why? why i cant forget you or just try to move on? why everything around me just reminders me of you? why i cant live a life without you in? Because i'm a stupid person or because you are my true one?
I dont have a answer and i hope you too, so i can accept my fate of lonely one, of a single bird in a tree, of a single cell in a living being, of a drop of rain in nigth

sometimes i have nothing to write about,
my father & mother worry why i love loneliness
and spend all my time alone,
they have good concern to worry... insert snigger...
i down a bottle of whiskey,
stir and stirrup it with some coca cola with a blunt knife -
lick the knife - and remind myself of what blood tastes like.
it truly does it does it does... truly...
accidental stitches undone and blood oozing
are pretty much the same for the palette as a knife...
call it what you want the Fe in haemoglobin is on the knife,
maybe it's the negative on the knife that makes the positive
of iron in 2+ (electron usurper!) of it in haemoglobin so potent to match-up.