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The Admirer Nov 2016
You are just a girl
that can be replaced with any other
in the whole **** world

You are so irritating
nobody cares about what you say
So stop ******* complaining

you mean nothing to me
you are just here for my entertainment
give me what i wanna see

you cant do this you´ll break your nails
This is more of a manly thing that we do  
cleaning and cooking you´ll never fail

stop with all these disrespectful words
you see society has given us this curse
of inequality to the women who give them birth
The Admirer Sep 2016
I am trapped
Screaming your name
I just need you by my side
Even though you don't feel the same

Do you know how much it hurts
Loving somebody who doesn't love you
And you don't even see it tearing me apart
But I don't even think you knew

To you I am a joke
Someone who was just there
You can use me without compassion
And you don't even care

But the worst thing that you do
That even if you a ****
I still love you so ******* much
So much it makes me sick
The Admirer Sep 2016
She was a fun, crazy but insecure girl who lives a complicated life
He was a shy, depressed antisocial guy, a wallflower boy
They both secretly liked each other,but they never said how they felt
so they remained friends, because at least they'd be together  

She wanted him to show it wasnt a one way feeling
But at the same time, she knew it wouldn't work
Because you see,they are from different crowds
He was the lonely boy ,and she in the ******* up child

He doesnt know how to care, and those feelings confuses him
and he isn't quite sure, if she likes him or not
he is to scared of rejection, so instead he just bottles himself up
she is fun when they're together , but different around her friends

His friends know he likes her,they can see it in the way he looks at her
her friends know about her too, but they don't like the idea of it
his friends tease him, but encourage him to try get the girl
her friends try to find a better guy, well better in their eyes.
It's yet sad but beautiful their strange relationship
Because you don't see such a cute couple
As the quite and the wild
The Admirer Aug 2016
Its late and everyone is lost in imagination
I know I should be fast asleep
But this is when i can show my emotion
Because no can see me being me

I cry because of emptiness inside
I hate this ache in my heart
It makes my throat dry
It makes me feel like something is missing

I say to myself that i dont need no one in my life
But I know i am just talking crap
I just dont want to be fooled by love
But I know that I am just afraid

Truth be told I have never fallen in love
My desire to find that hurts me so much
Because i have false hopes for me
Hopes that will never come true

I fall for people that will never be intrested
I create stories in my head and end up liking the story more than the person
It helps take the pain away for a while
But then i snap back to reality and I am alone again

I wonder how it will be like, to be inlove
Just the thought of it makes me tremble
All the those deep feeling for this one person
The way they can make you glow up when he's with you

But what happens when the fustration and pain kick in
The way they'll make you so angry at times
Or when they wont tell you everything
What about all of those problems

I see my friends in love and do stupid desicion
I find them just so idiotic
I am just dont understand  how this one person can make everything better by saying i love you
Or how the can make you cry all night

So for my future first love
I hope for the best for you and me
And that you love me back
Because thats what i fear most in you
The Admirer Aug 2016
They say in a relationship the most important thing is trust
To tell each other everything
what one thinks or what one does
And I know  that you need your privacy
I know that that's fine
But one thing is space another thing is lying
You thought I wouldn't find out
well you're kind of wrong
Cos those kind of secrets don't last very long
Honeyboo you look a little pale
Anything you wanna say
Trust me I want to here it ,
I..I...I.. What ,You regret it haha o dear
Your apologies won't make the lies disappear
You could have just told me
But instead who told me was ur friends
Compare them to you,they can comprehend
That when u ***** up you face the consequences
But you covered up just like a little kid
Cos u don't have the ***** to admit what u did
Still got nothing to say
You know what thats okay
Cos i wasnt gonna hear your excuses anyway

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