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Lukai Aug 2021
It never leaves you
But you think it does
It hides behind a veil of good
You may feel comfortable for a while
Looking out the stain glass window of your house
Letting visitors inside
And You dont see it
Dont Feel its presence in your head
Wondering to yourself
“Is it safe now?”

The second you step out
Is when it takes its opportunity
Grasps your neck firmly in its grip
A montage of images fill your head
You want to scream
But you know you cant
Because it keeps you quiet
You can barley breathe
Body shaking
And your heart feels like its beating out of your body

And you need
Something
Anything
To distract your head
Or maybe even
End up dead
Lukai Aug 2021
I wish I could let you in
But we aren’t accepting customers right now
We aren’t in business
Why you ask?
Well that’s a funny question.

You see,
When we were open
We had so many customers come in
Our business was running well
But some trusted people stole from us  
Stole the thing that made us run
And now we can’t run anymore
Not efficiently anyway.
We have to repair all the damage first
The stuff the other’s left behind

So im sorry,
But for the moment we are closed
And we aren’t letting people inside
Lukai Mar 2021
The cries, the screams
Ripping out the hearts
Of innocent souls
Tearing them to pieces
The chilling smile,
The evil laugh
The periodic lies  
Repetion
Repetion
Killing anything in his path
Making any joyful thing die
Painting roses with the blood of his victims
Drawing them in with a sinister act
Acting as if you care
But destroying them
Repetition
Repetition
No sense of feeling
No appeal for emotions
Throwing around the
"I love you"s
Eroding Trust
Creeping into minds
and Hurting Everyone
Regardless
Of who they are
And if the victim escapes....
Well....
They'd wish they were dead.
The actions of
my serial killer .
~
Lukai Mar 2021
I’m an open book
The pages out for you to see
Every Line is written in my handwriting  
Authored by me,
the story of my life is not a secret
Everyone can see
Read my story
Know Who I am

I admit some pages are missing
Those are the ones I tore out
But it doesn't matter
You don’t need them

The thing is  
It’s easy to revise a story
Rewrite it the way you want
Erase the truth
And Lock the Original Copy
in a Safe
Where no one can ever read
The real me
Lukai Mar 2021
I know ill never send this but.... 
I love you <3 
Ill always love you 
I know ill never send this but...
Ill miss you 
Ill miss the constant spamming 
the never ending calls
the way you made me feel special
Ill miss the way you made me smile
the way you always made me laugh 
I know ill never send this 
but... 
you meant the world to me 
you helped me more than you know
I know ill never send this but... 
I never wanted you to go 
I wanted you to stay but...youll never  know
I know ill never send this
know you'll never see 
exactly how much you made me happy 
you'll never know how much ill miss you
how much of me will be lost
You'll never know that everyday ill be missing you 
you just wont know...
just how much I really love you
Because I'll never send this.
Lukai Feb 2021
I wish I coud turn it off
Emotion that is,
Turn off this thing that makes me vulnerable
This thing that makes me feel
I wish i could turn it off
Like a switch
And be this lifeless thing I already am
“Emotion is good”
But all its done is do me harm
Hurt me , everytime i try
So i want to turn it off  
With a single flip
Lukai Feb 2021
A steel horse travels along a road
The person controlling it keeping it steady
Going back and forth
line by line
This road is left by the marks of the horse
Its feet leaving an obvious trail
behind it
Its path made in a horizontal motion,
back and forth
And the road
is not the same as it was left  
Or before the horse trotted down,
But looks better than the house it leads to
Which is crumbing down
And the blackness of the night sky
Covers the trail,
So no one can see evidence
Of its travel
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