it was all fun and games until it wasn't.
running around in circles, a mind and matter situation.

Why is it always the best people that we lose first?

since i was young i was told
over and over again
that life wasn't fair,
everything happens for a reason,
and that when we look at death
we have to see that person and know we will
see them again in the future.
but i look at it now and
don't understand anymore.

if everything happens for a reason
then explain this to me, how could
someone bring bad and suffering upon
a person knowingly? why would you do
this if you know it will hurt others?

it's in times like this i tend to lose my sanity,
hope, and faith.

this is how i know you are a bad friend.
you know the game,
but don't know you're the player.
secrets are meant to be kept
not to be vied in your selfishness.
but go ahead, keep doing what you do best,
we'll see who wins this time.

maybe it's just you afterall,
you need to realize that
you have no place to speak
when you are just as bad.

it officially can not get any worse than this.
i feel like we have regressed and went back in time, and that is the worst feeling.

the past is filled with emotions and actions solely with the potential and willingness of evil.