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  Mar 2019 Tatiana
Cora
you should appreciate your little victories
i do

for example today,
i conquered my telephone-phobia

if only you could see
my hands
valiantly reaching
to
call
off
that
dentist
appointment
Tatiana Mar 2019
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I don't know the words that makes this madness go away.
The words I've spoken are burying my own grave
and I don't know why there are no coffins below.
Where did all the skeletons go?

I think i'll have to get a new wardrobe.
I think I know where all the skeletons go.


I want to try on some different clothes,
but all my outfits seem to be made up of bones.
I don't understand why I don't like my own home.
I think I know where all the skeletons roam.

I think i'll have to hide in my wardrobe.
I think I know where all the skeletons roam.

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©Tatiana
This is from a song I wrote with a few edits.
  Mar 2019 Tatiana
Nikole L
A place where tears turn to gold,
days are aging but never grow old
Always a bright morning awaits
No lonely nights - my fear abates

Let pixie dust fly you on high
Paint all that glitters in blue sky
Let it sparkle like a starry night
Drying your tears by and by

Wash away your pain in streams
go with the flow indulge your dreams
No need to hide the way you feel
Here in Wonderland, everything's surreal.
Tatiana Mar 2019
I've always found fast floods to be rather grand.
See how quickly they wash away the land.
I would never hide my heart there;
     I fear it would be swept away.
     I don't trust the rising waters today.

Though I'm impressed with how it takes over lives.
I stand just below the gloried sunrise
and watch the floodwaters slide.
     Moving quickly, yet looking sluggish.
     With an effect that's rather druggish.

The heart beats wildly at this concerning commotion
and it's a deceptively strong emotion.
Or so I've heard it said.
     I've watched many floods approach myself
     and I've left for higher ground each time for help.

There is a bridge - I think - it won't last long,
as it is no longer rooted; no longer strong.
It quakes, like I, as the waters approach.
     It will get swept away without its support.
     I feel I have nothing left to report.
A poem I wrote in December 2018
Tatiana Mar 2019
Avant ce jour,
j'ai célébré mon coeur
avec des champs de fleurs,
avec des danses sans peur.

Avant ce jour,
j'ai célébré mon esprit,
avec la chanson d'un canari,
avec la sorcellerie.

Avant ce jour,
j'ai vécu une vie de rêve.

Mais ce jour est venu,
et mon coeur est devenu inconnu.
I thought i'd put my french skills to the test and create a poem in french. I mostly just attempted to keep a rhyme scheme more than anything else. All mistakes are my own.
English translation:

Before this day
I celebrated my heart
with fields of flowers
with dances without fear

Before this day
I celebrated my mind
with the song of a canary
with witchcraft

Before this day
I lived a life of dreams.

But, this day has come
and my heart has become unknown.
Tatiana Feb 2019
Locked in the cradle of influence.
Rocked back and forth with songs not your own.
Speak their minds
all the time.

Push against the rails of innocence.
Hear your cries return to your own mouth.
Choke on it
echo it.

Poison your mind with your need to please.
Fight them and yourself to be yourself.
See the world
hear its hurt.

Crawl to the door try to open it.
It yields some, but not always enough.
"Let me out!"
let me out

"Let me out!"
let me out
"Let me out!"
let me out

let me out
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When did you come to the realization that you were just echoing what other people said and not really thinking for yourself? Or when did you stop trying to please others by yielding to their beliefs over your own? I realized when I turned 19.
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