You came into my life and messed it all up.
In every sense of the word.
You ****** me up, you took my heart away with you the day you left, the day you left with no intention of coming back, the day you left me alone crying my eyes out, you left me with all this mess, you left me with this catastrophe of person that I am, and since that day, after everything, you still have my heart, you still own my heart.

You came into my life and messed it all up.
I feel physically hurt to the point I hear your name and all the 206 bones of my body break into hundreds of pieces, and Im not strong enough to bring them back together again.

You came into my life and messed it all up.
It hurts, it ******* does, every **** second of the day, and it sure hurts as hell hearing that out loud.
It hurts that I can't sleep without you next to me.
It hurts that I forgot how to breath when you are not near me.
It hurts, it ******* does.
You messed me all up
You did

-J