#nimbo poems on Hello Poetry

Jesse Nakai Hernandez Sep 2018

Heartaches from heartbreak
It's love death takes
Our mistakes
Waiting for fate
Trusting fake feelings
Left me empty after peeling
And revealing what kindness
Was concealing
A bindness to healing
Others for myself
Out of love or selfish
**** it I won't even finish this.

But maybe that's the problem
But how long should I call them?
I told her twice
How I could love her for life
But I was second best
Absence made her second guess
But she can't confess her mess
But I see your pain in scars
And love you no less
You've come this far
I'm here for you
Come with me
Just say, yes.

Tender plush
Violent hush
Golden lush
Rose mush.

-Luca Ivaldi

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Jesse Nakai Hernandez Sep 2018

I cried and

I asked the Lord
Why do I stay awake at night
Thinking of they who do not think of I?
Why do I worry for those who hurt me?
Why do I pray for they who close their ears?
Why do I share you with those who mock me?
Why do I love they who do not love me?

He said simply, “Because you are mine."

-Luca Ivaldi

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Jesse Nakai Hernandez Sep 2018

"Don't be stupid." He thought.

The push and pull of love,
She came like a riptide.
Fought to keep my head above,
Pulled me under from the inside.
God I wish I had died.

-Luca Ivaldi

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Jesse Nakai Hernandez Aug 2018

Does God choose to love?

Does God choose to love?
Does he choose me?
Or am I mandatory?
“I love you with the love of Jesus” I say.
Tried to explain to a girl one day,
that I can love her more.
Cause if I chose him;
And God loves me.
But I choose you too;
And you choose me.
What's stronger than the love
that creation breeds?
Dedicating souls and lives.
Wrestling our dualities.
It's ridiculous.
Still no taste of this.
But maybe that's the reason?
Lord knows I barely love myself;
And the world loves me even less.
But God's love has always been;
And God's word has always been “Yes”.

-Luca Ivaldi

T'was a passing thought...

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Jesse Nakai Hernandez Aug 2018

Typo V

You,

Pull her in all directions.
Dull in her perfections.
Affections like gravel.
Took a trip because she needed to unravel.

She said to unravel her.
Wayward traveler,
Lost in all directions,
Tossed imperfection,
Take what you need.
Naked eyes don't see conceit.
“I'm sorry for my deceit”,
Your fallacy defeat.
Maybe you should take a seat.
Understand, real men are naught weak.
Toil in sweat all week.
Ripping it to make ends meet.
But y'all do you.
I never meant to,

Pull her in all directions.
Dull in her perfections.
Affections like gravel.
Took a trip because she needed to unravel.

Sincerely,

-Luca Ivaldi

It's personal...but not if I make it an allegory!!

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Jesse Nakai Hernandez Aug 2018

Gathering

Not too sure where my mind is.
I seem to be losing my self.
Thoughts running in free verse,
Thots running in reverse.
I'm sorry I can't help my self.
Like I said I'm sorry,
I, really can't help my self
Losing everyone else.

I see now it's just me, I'm toxic.
Boy. Like you said it's not rocket
Science it makes sense.
I get how you feel.
But what tense are we in?
Is It something i did or you think I'll do?
I'm confused.

Removing my self from y'alls situation.
Losing people seems to be habituation.
Feelings burn in recreation.
Feelings burn for re-creation.
But it's not about the rhyme.
Literary rules meant to be broken.
Though when I'm free is when I find
The worst times.

-Luca Ivaldi

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Jesse Nakai Hernandez Aug 2018

I don't deserve it.

I pray she's worth the 8,057 heart wrenching nights, and counting...

Oh boy...

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Jesse Nakai Hernandez Jul 2018

Muse.

Women are often inspiration for beautiful things
For they are
Compared to stars, summer days and flowers even bird sings
This is par
For all these were made to entertain them
Created so alone would not be men
Not as servants but as equals
Better than the original, a rare sequel
Maybe we had it wrong
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Or shall I compare the day to thee?
In the end we find ourselves on our knees
Saying “take my hand please”
Ladies know your worth
“I’ll give you the world”
No you’re worth more than this earth
Find a soul it is forever
Here is mine, it is my pleasure
But do not take what is yours for granted
Knowing your own beauty you can become enchanted
Narcissistic
The forgotten poems of gorgeous destruction
Compared to cold, dark and other disasters the planet consisted
But without you there is dysfunction
So thank you for your contribution
It makes life beautiful when the world is blurred
When we lose sight you are our restitution
Our lives together in this institution of love
This beautiful constitution signed in blood
We can make forever our home
So no longer do we roam
For I don’t condone giving away what you own
But I would give away my throne to avoid sitting alone
With a look at how a man feels
Change your perspective
Take the chance to know him
Now that you’ve heard tHis stupid little poem
-My Words

#love #hate #life #longing #sad #inspiration #nimbo

Jesse Nakai Hernandez Jul 2018

It goes both ways, Mutual.

I hate you
I could never say
I need you
So please listen
*******
I never said
I loved you

-Nakai

#love #hate #longing #reverse #toolate #nimbo

Jesse Nakai Hernandez Jul 2018

Still night

The light from my day has left
A passing night
A fight I didn't give, a crime of theft
Ha yeah right
In the still there is no moon
Preoccupied
I need a shooting star soon
I wish I had died.

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