Why is it that, the concept of love
is so hard for me to comprehend ?
Rushed love, forced love; lust love
from beginning to the end
I see you, real love
i want you, real love
i crave you, desire you,
my deepest strongest feelings for you love
but you live the life i did
and you’ll never get to understand it; love
your mind will be separate from your heart, and ; love.
All you’ll know is suffering,
and hating all that represents; love.

You sit there
In that big chair
Leaning forward in false interest.
With Affluence.
Where do the thoughts go?
Away in a box of unsent letters?
Why are there so many letters?
Like an unknown alphabet.
An exotic language,
too hard to interpret.
So much time spent to decipher,
That by the time you do,
The letters lost their meaning,
Lost in translation.

Forever.