Two times of the day
Two different realities
As I am awake the reality is good
As I sleep the reality is terrifying
Yin and yang
Sin and virtues
Evil v. good
As I see the evil
As I see the sinful
As I see the yin
I sea the worst of humanity
Human experiments
Torture
And bigotry
These are not just a reality
These are prophecies of
What will happen
If we don't learn for our past
A lesson that means the future
Of man kind
As I wake I see the good in humanity
The good
The virtue
And the yang
The kindness and caring

Never more
Never more
Never more
What will become of ....
Us
Will we live on and learn our lessons
Or will we learn the heard way again
The thought
Of racism
Homophobia
And sexism
Will
These **** us
For DNA don't mean (s)hit!
Religion is a philosophy
And gender is mind set!
So why the (f)uck are we at
Each others throats


Never more
Never more quoth the girl
Never more

As we fight we become zombies
Slaves to our hate
Slaves to insanity
What will become of be of late
Sin
Yin
Evil......


Never more
Quoth the girl
Never more.....
Good
Virtue
Yang
And life
These are the things we need
To obsess about
Not the negative!

Never more
Quoth the girl
Never more
Never more

Can we forget the past
Or will we risk reliving it!

(F)uck you germs
(F)uck you viruses
(F)uck you bacteria
You are not the main projects
Of the creator sorry to say
But I (f)ucking hate you
Though you make good reading material
Still I say proudly
(F)uck you germs
(F)uck you viruses
(F)uck you bacteria
As I will clean not just for money
I clean to give you a up yours
You little thinks
Are just thoughts
As I am coming for you every
Wednesday
Your existence is unacceptable
But your beauty is acceptable
That I still have to say
(F)uck you germs
(F)uck you viruses
(F)uck you bacteria
As I hated you for the longest of
Times and times again
This is my angry song
This is I cannot give blood song
But (f)uck I am still living
You comb mfers
Can't destroy me
So I say in anger
As I spray in your face
(F)uck you germs
(F)uck you viruses
(F)uck you bacteria


(F)uck you germs
(F)uck you viruses
(F)uck you bacteria
As I despies you
As I spy my favourite book
In my usual nook
I sound like a loud mouthed shuck
But this has to be
Said

(F)uck you germs
(F)uck you viruses
(F)uck you bacteria
(F)uck you germs
(F)uck you viruses
(F)uck you bacteria
I will live my (f)ucking life
Weather you (f)uckers will like it or not
You will not last long with me
I am the mother (f)ucking lemon
And I eat them too!
Watch out

(F)uck you germs
(F)uck you viruses
(F)uck you bacteria
(F)uck you germs
(F)uck you viruses
(F)uck you bacteria

Why don't you have a lemonade
Instead of haterade!

Miss me did you
Miss me do you
Think about the things that
Are going through
My mind too
You
All the kisses and conversations
Wel will have together as we
Enjoy the music, tv, or movie
What shall we talk about
When you come
When you come
This heart needs home improvement
This head needs home improvement
I wish I cool have
Room for you
But my exes are
Living in my head rent free
The must be trainable
But that I cannot say freely
Miss me did you
Miss me do you
To think that you were
Just a typical guy, boy!
I was (f)ucking wrong
To thing that you were into sports
Only to see you are a misfit
Like me
Please be you for (f)ucks sake
I am being me for (f)ucks sake
Do not  conform
Do not conform
As this is how they will get you
As I think of you my heart swelled
And my head inflated to the air off you
At the thought
of kissing you
Slightly passionately
As I never made a guy like you
Tattoos
Piercings
Don't ***** me over
As I had be hurt
But I am not Albert Einstein
So treat me gently for
I am a diamond not a hot star
I am a diamond not a hot star
I am a diamond not a star
I this night sky
Why should you be a star when you
Can be a diamond in the sky but
We are still there when the sun
Shines how I pine for your love
Miss me did you
Miss me do you
Miss me did you
Miss me do you

I got my letter but I didn’t read it,
Just followed along with my kin;
I wouldn’t let the Sorting Hat touch me,
And claimed to all I was Slytherin.

I never liked the other colours,
But green seemed to fit, and I felt like a snake!
Plus, when I’d want something as much as I did,
I was more than willing to be fake.

I didn’t try with witches or spells;
I missed class on purpose, and it stung my pride.
My Patronus, the crow, still crouched in my shoulder—
But even he’d known I’d lied. Now I’m trapped inside.

My life’s about art and academia, dark...
So I’ve poured over books behind secret walls.
An INTP means something to me,
Now I’m staring, completely enthralled.

I got my House but I didn't fit in--
At least not to the same degree.
Maybe I earned it for all that I was,
But now it doesn't feel like me.

One persons can be called crazy
For their observations on society
When other people conform to
It
At the risk of selling their souls

I don’t fear the supernatural
But I am fearful of things
Unnatural to me this concept
Of marriage is worse than the
Hellfire, the qazim I can
Not face this fear for it is the
Fear of lying, covering up
Who I really am the person
That god intended me to be
So I rather just be spiritual
And happy to be lying to
People that I should care about

As I drive along the country side
I see that everything when white
And then the days are short
It’s 2 pm….but the sun is setting
Soon it will be night and in that dismal
Sunset
I see a silhouette of farming  equipment
It remained me of my ancestral homeland
The vast and dismal wastes of siberia
And Central Asia!
For know I am in the land of the dead!

This I say on friendship
That the only down side to friendship
Is that when will the betray you
Is that when do the break your
Heart
For this is the springer show
Note the dope show as
There will be trauma
And drama

As I walk to the mail box
In the late evening I see
That it’s the  twilight
hour!  I look up to
See the new moon
But only to see that
It was eclipsed  
How do you like those
Apples

This is a memoir

Of how my thoughts

Are so film noir

These thoughts both

Beautiful and horrific

The idea of being human

Is to overcome it all in the end

Both the beautiful and the horrific

Think about that