He travels in scarlet,
A scarlet shirt for all the fears.
He would go around and smile at all of you,
He may shake your hand,
And hope the tremors beneath his skin are hidden from your dry palms.
For even though he looks you in the eye,
He is afraid, always, since whenever,
Frightened, petrified, secretly exuding panic.
But this little boy, the one in red,
Was brave enough to face all of you,
For touching you may mend,
That part inside his mind that chokes,
At every bit of human contact,
Ever since that first night of contamination,
When red had become bad on his sheets,
When a candle was lit, slowly,
And he was made to watch as it burns,
And feel, and see, and scream,
But as the flame, over the years, slowly fade,
Another creeping memory,
Edges long since frayed,
A battle raged inside him,
And he told me,
"I will fight,
For tommorow and hope,
For the sunrise and heat,
But of all things,
I will fight for that smile you'll give,
When you see me cured,
I will fight for that hug,
And all our nights."
I have our hope,
And I will wait and watch,
As he touches you and grin.
This one's for all the nights he could sleep, with or without me watching over him. Unable to touch, for I feared his hatred. But I would never leave him, he is my first and only ever since long ago(3 years! :) ) I will never leave him, for when he is finally not afraid, I will hold him, he will cry, I will cry, and we may just remain like that forever. Happy.
Please never leave someone you love because you find it hard to deal with an unfortunate problem; affliction, whether it is frustrating or not. They need you now, and they will need you more for when change comes. Have hope and know that change will come.