this is the never ending song
why must we?
do we really have to?
why can't we let this be?
you make me hot and then cold
and right now i couldn't even care
to see you or be around you
i'm tired of you not playing fair
i don't do what i do to hurt you
or break you and make your heart fall
but you certainly conspire this to me
when it's you playing some victim in this all
but there's two sides to every story
and don't worry, you're hardly a victim at all
first you avoid me, then incite hurt
you really do whatever to make me feel so small
against you, who's superior
a poster child of all that's right
well i'll drag you back to earth, my love
so everyone can see you in this light
i know i have my demons
but with all, i still fight the good fight
this has been the longest road
and you couldn't have been further out of sight
i'm not sure why i bother
when you hardly even try
all you do is push me out
so i'm left with solitude to cry
i wish i had the heart to leave
search out a different life
oh, right, i'm sure you forgot
i can't, because i'm just only your wife
i love him. i really truly do. and there's so much justice to give him in ways that he is a marvelous human being. but some days he can be a stupid boy. i'm just frustrated with us, and with a lot of things, actually. i think he loves me less. at least he doesn't seem too concerned with losing me by how often i'm put on the wayside, because i'm not too big of a priority. dates with me can be cancelled. calls don't need to be made. forgetting me is regular. only mandatory obligations left for me. oh well. this is what i wouldn't believe i signed up for when i said 'i do.' so **** me, right? now to just go on living...
