It's like I'm shoveling up old hurt
All these medications, they won't work
Sitting in silence, trying to soul search
It seems to be all over, looking for some closure
Don't you wanna give the explanation I deserve?
You moved on like nothing, seems to be doing fine
But I'm stuck in time like I never recovered
How's it even justice? when you hardly suffered
My life is garbage, cursing you to have worse
Ripping up your bandages, in pain you immerse
Yes, I'm being a bad guy, justifying the hell you deserve
Guess, this is my way of moving on, hitting a growth spurt

Even though you are dead to me
Still, you are the last face I wanna see
Pushing on the death pedal, riding to hell
In the hope of meeting there, when you sleep
Because hell is where you deserve to be
I was no good and you are no better
Hell or heaven, does it even matter?
All I want is to be together
Even if I have to suffer