I never knew what lonely was til I met you
How two people could be in the same room
Never touching
Barely breathing
Drowning in unsaid words
Substituting reality TV for reality
My love was not enough
And so I left and you claimed to be bereft
Until weeks later when you found:
A new maid
A new babysitter
A new chef
A new laundress
A new set of children
And I found things I'd forgotten I had:
Old joy
Old freedom
Old hope
Old confidence
Old dreams
Each made anew as I became myself again
Just thinking of how fortunate I was to leave