If I had a gun right now.
I would aim it to the sky.
I would declare the world to **** itself.
If I was in love right now.
I would kiss them goodbye.
I would declare my love to them.
If I had billions right now.
I would buy my mother a house.
I would declare myself broke.
If I had friends right now.
I would share with them my secrets.
I would declare my betrayal.
If I was happy right now.
I would be at ease.
I would declare my tranquility.
To all the bitter "if's"