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1.8k · Jun 2015
Sex with the Devil
Sydney Flowers Jun 2015
I was falling
It seemed like forever
Getting hotter and hotter

I swear I seen the flames
From the depths of hell.

I felt comfort that day
Like I was going somewhere innocent
But yet again, I felt guilt.

The pleasurable suspense
Had me begging for more.

He whispered,
"You're mine now"

The devil kissed my neck
And it felt like heaven.
419 · Dec 2014
Living in Pain
Sydney Flowers Dec 2014
I have lived pain and my life can tell; I only deepen the wound of the world when I neglect to give thanks to the heavy perfume of wild roses in early July and the song of crickets on summer humid nights and the rivers that run and the stars that rise and the rain that falls and all the good things
406 · Sep 2015
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Sydney Flowers Sep 2015
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This pain is eating me day after day,
Like minuscule maggots chewing at decay.

The lonely vulcher pecking at the dead rodent
While I'm still lost in the moment.

The moment where your lips touched mine,
Tasting like nothing more than aged wine.

Your lips gave me a hint of serenity,
Then thinking 'what has gotten in to me?'

The moment where I was laughing in the shed
Where your lust filled eyes were being fed.

Your eyes sparked a fire in my heart,
Making my world feel like a piece of art.

The moment we were in the cemetery
Talking about how absurd it is to bury

But now look at me,
Trying to bury what used to be.

"Kiss me" is where it all began that day,
But now it's nothing but minuscule maggots chewing at decay.
377 · Jun 2015
Theory of Emotion
Sydney Flowers Jun 2015
This is my theory of emotion.
It ruins you
Extracting bone marrow pain
Rubbing my every inch raw with your calloused and greedy fingers
This should be considered an emergency cause this **** don’t heal the pain
Popping pills of what ifs on an empty stomach
With the full knowledge of the inevitable bile rising into my throat
Acid gnawing holes in my stomach lining and revolting the truth
Spreading through my body like a parasite
Feeding off of my flesh and bone
Your consumption will be the end of me
252 · Jun 2015
Rain Theory
Sydney Flowers Jun 2015
I love the rain.
I believe that rain drops don't just come from the clouds,
I think that they come from a better place.
They wash away the sins of the ground,
Cleaning our earth of the pain from the days previous,
So we can start over.
I dance in the haze of tears from the heavens,
Hoping that they'll sink into my skin
And cleanse my soul of it's sorrows.

-s.f
247 · Jun 2015
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Sydney Flowers Jun 2015
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Is there any redemption for this?
When will you forgive me?
Why won't you stop throwing this fire in my face?
When will this ******* fire burn out?

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