Maybe I need to break down
But, for the sake of being strong,
I'll force myself to hold on
God knows how long I'll last

Maybe I want to be broken down
Cause I know what pride I have
Won't let me do it
Myself

In the end, I feel I wasted the years
Working hard for something
That I knew, and I know
Will never be fulfilled

As I stand on this highway,
Thinking about the things you did.
The fact that you threw me away,
Makes me wonder. Do I have to bid?
It makes me feel like I'm just a toy.
That's worthless, a piece of trash.
This was all a part of the ploy,
A ploy to make me crash.
I'm so alone,
With the smell of your cologne.

had i made th other choice
would you have wrestled with me
the demons of Hell?

would i be here right now?

where are you?
safely in the arms of another?

did i make the wrong choice?

did you cry at all?
am i here?

are either of us wondering?

did you wonder for a split second
why this might happen?

am i doomed to wander endlessly?

but i'm prepared.

better than to see you fall too.