I'm tired
But wired
On fire
With desire
I admire
The life of a liar
Steeped in dire...
...Need
This seed
Brings me
To the start of this deed
Released
And deceased
I'm diseased
And sick
This wick
From my candle
Grows dim
Do you know this?
This bliss
Exists
With insomnia's sweet kiss

Virulent virtue
Variably veering
Away
A coldness so dire
My own frozen fire
Desire
Is abstract
Attack
The ones who yearn for life
We are guardians
We are the bricks
Your blood is the mortar
A red wall made slick
By your gruesome torture
The future
Is oblique
I seek
An answer
For the weak

Blood is flowing from my veins
Settling in darkness
At the bottom of this glass
I hold this chalice to your face
And shudder as you drink deep
This drink
A drink of death
A small taste of hell
And well
The goblet is my power
My very own holy grail
Because
Death is a venerable vintage
A spirit of blood
A wine of gore
A variable incentive
As the hoards begin their war
Another song
That sounds the same
But some how different
And not in vain

Have you ever watched a galaxy fall apart?
Have you ever felt you had a shriveled black heart?
Have you ever seen the colder side of life?
Have you grown up in poverty and strife?
Have you ever wished to end things upon a knife
Or were you one of the lucky ones?
Sometimes
I find
I cant deny
The pain
And the fury
The rain
Makes things blurry
Eyesight clouded by the latter
When you realize
Your mind has shattered

Mindless hypocracy
In limited democracy
A feeling of urgency
Judging all that we can see
Pain is a fallacy
And a fantasy
Erratically
We scream
In agony
Inside
I find
I can't deny
Why
I find myself being tortured
Becoming
Mindless
Without a thought
Sightless
In all I've got
Flightless
And weak
At the end I come to realize
I'm lifeless

Hurry, hurry
Say the mice as they scurry
The cats in a fury
And my vision is blurry
Faster, faster
bow to your master
Dreams that appear in plaster
Built by demonic stone casters
Ring, ring
That bell does sing
With a boom
A crash
And a ding
The sound
Flies around
And puts the cat in a fury
The mice scream as they scurry
Hurry, hurry

In the beginning
It was pure
It was full
I was sure
That I loved you
But it ended
When you broke my heart in two
We started over
Again and again
And once again
I see the signs I see
When things must end
I cant bring myself to do it
To break her heart again
I know I still love her
Enough to care that much
But I dont know
If love is really true
Should I hurt this girl
Or stay miserable in where I sit
In this poem I fear
A message will be sent
As her eyes scan the words
To read it will be tough
I know I love her still
But just not enough
I hate the message I must send
Because a heart always breaks
When things must end