We are born we learn.
We get married maybe it
Will last maybe it won't last.

We will cry more than once.
The one's we love will die.
You'll try to keep everyone
Happy but you'll fail.

Not everyday will be bad.
Not everyday will be happy.
The sun won't always shine.
Nothing lasts forever.

The
Voice of
Self doubt gets
Louder with every last
Whisper

Sitting under a sea of stars,
Searching the black velvet sky
For lost dreams of you
Whispers of your poems are carried
On the gentle summer breeze
Reminding me that I can only
Have you dreams
The unending nights
Your smooth moves
Hot and heavy kissed
Touches that burning my skin
The witch laugh and cackles
She takes pleasure from my pain
She listens for the sound
my heart breaking 
She places one last curse upon me
To see nothing but your eyes
In each dream I have
Now all we share is the night
like the moon and the stars
We are miles apart and I am
Left never to feel the one touch i
Crave the most.

Children pushed into poverty.
School meals taken away.
Taxing everything.
More and more lies.
Food banks under pressure.
Families suffering everyday.
Blaming everyone one else.
Never taking responsibility.
People choosing between food or heating.
The truth is never to be told.
A government that lives in a dream.
They never did care about us.
Only a fool believe that they do.

Lips meet.
Felt desires flame burn.
Trying not to fall too deep.
Hypnotized by his eyes.
This isn't love we're addicted to lust.

Its 1 am
The wind has gone to sleep watching a candles flame burning away.
Remembering how the sun always shined and we lived for fun
Laughing so hard tears rolled down our cheeks.
Sitting up late into the night time seem to stand still.
Its 2 am
It feels so empty with out you  
The pillows is wet ,from the tears I have cried.
A heart  filled with pain
Can't think anymore.
Your fading into to a dream I am not living anymore
Its getting harder to breath.
Its 3 am
How can I sleep while the bed is burning.
Trying to forget you but can't.
The walls are closing in on me
My mind is spinning.
Your my oxygen I can't breath.
Its 4 am
Falling a sleeping
The candles are burn out
In a dream that feels so real
Feels your touch
It feels so real
Wakes up to find you are no were near me.
Maybe one day you will fade away and my dreams, will fall apart.

No peace no space.
Sleepless nights.
Broken thoughts.
Shattered dreams.
Feeling trapped.
A spinning mind.
Screaming demons.
An exhausted body.
Tired tear filled eyes.
Can't take it anymore.
I just needed time out.

Honestly.
I have grown tired of you
Sitting a bed catching rust
Never stepping outside
But you complain about how
Bad everything is
You like to feel pain
You don't want to be happy
Your stuck in a nightmare that
Won't end I won't say I told you so
Rolling my eyes because nothing
Ever changes with you
The money never lasts the days are gone in a puff of smoke
There's wine bottle every where
So yes I am tired or you.

lets just turn our phones off and forget about everything for one night.

Lets shut out the world and pretend that we are the last two people alive.

No need for tv.
No need for movies we have seen so many times.
No need to be with friends.
No need to get drunk.

I have you and you have me nothing else is needed we have it all right here.

I am yours mind body and soul tonight I don't want to share you with anyone.

Let's shut out the world and turn our phones off. Tonight let me feel your tongue in my mouth.

Let me feel your soft lips kiss my mouth and neck.Let me feel your hands touch every part of my body.

Let our body's come together and make the sweetest song. Let your name fall from my lips over and over.

let me lay my naked body upon your bed. touch me kiss me feel me inside and outside.

Tonight I want to be the only toy you play with.

Fight or don't fight.
Keep getting up or stay down.
Wait for him or don't wait.
Look back or look forward.

A wise man once said you can't change what has happen you let it go and move on.

Not always easy to do.
Some pain never stops hurting.
Full with regrets and heart ache.
Can't run because there's no were to go.
Can't scream because no one would hear me anyway.

trapped in a real life nightmare that I can't escape from .

How many more innocent people will die?.

How many more life's will be cut short way too soon?.

How many more Lifes will be taken for no reason?.

How many more families will be destroyed?.

Why can't we just live with out fear?

When does enough become enough?.

Theres something's you can't forget.
Sounds of falling tears in the night
Never leave you.
Saying it will be okay when you
Know It won't be okay.

The best hug doesn't take the pain away.
You hold on to any hope that you can find.
So many years pass by so much time
Faded away.

But after all this time and the broken
Promise.
The pain still hurts the still.
I will remember and recover but
I'll never forgive or forget.

There's no more cheeks left to turn.
My confidence is shattered enough.
There's nothing left to take anymore.
There's nothing even left to say.
My wounds are so deep they can't heal.
There's no break from this pain at all.
The night brings me a chance to dream
And be free for a while.
It's the same thing everyday.
Why cry because it doesn't ease the pain.
Why talk because they never listen anyway.
I am seen but never heard.

Truth told but never believed.
Underestimated because of lies told.
Unheard words lies still winning.
Couldn't trust anyone.
Now you see the lies.
Now its happening to you.
You see the truth now.
Better seen.
Than never seen at all.

Brick by brick he pulled my wall down.
Mending a broken heart.
Breathing life into a lifeless body.
Sitting on the dark side with me when no one else would.
On borrowed time now it has run out.
As the night fades you left.
No good byes.
No kiss before you left.
Leaving only a rose behind.
You left me alone.
Now I am left waiting on you to come back.

Should have known better.
Should have staid away.
Should not have got to close.
Should not have plaid with the fire that's burning me.
Turn the light on someone wake me up.
He's stealing my dreams and taken my heart.

Fallen poppies a moment to remember.
Sacrifices made life's given and lost.
For our today they gave their tomorrow.
As we grow old and time passes by.
We'll remember what they did for us.

Silence is,
Hearing the sound of your own
Thoughts.
while the darkness stares at you.
Is there a sound of silence like the song says? Is silence really golden.
Maybe silence is what we want it to be.

**** thoughts on silk sheets.
His soft warm lustrous skin.
Seductive eyes promising pleasure.
His ****** touch felt like an arrow of
Delight, shooting through my body.
Kissed by desires flames lost in his arms.
He had my body and my mind begging
For, more of him.
Each deep ****** took Mr closer to ecstasy.
Unzipping my inner core he set me free.
He gave me everything his eyes promised

Take me some where we can't be seen.
Where we can lock out the world.
Where I can be in your arms,
Tasting your lemon drop kiss.
****** my mind touch me with words.
Let me get lost in your eyes.
Let me live in this last moment with
You, before morning comes.
I hate the moment where we have
To say goodbye.