I am tried of the worrying thoughts.
My mind moves so fast my lungs
Can't keep up.

My mind moves from thought to thought.
Playing the past over and over in my head.

Trying so hard not mess everything up.
Anxiety is like a breath that's stuck in
Your throat taking the life out of you.

A heart for every person I have ever loved.
A tear for every face I will never see again.
Passing thoughts and dreams of escaping.
Just look for a some were to call home.
Searching for that much needed happy ending.
Opening the flood gates with no fear.
Letting these feelings flow deeply and freely.
Filling blank pages and empty lines with heart felt words.
Holding on old memories and happy days.
Remembering long and lazy Sunday days.

Help me
To understand why
so many lies are told.
Promises made but
Never kept.
Tears caused by you
Pain in a fragile heart
You put there.
Another meaningless
Sorry said.
I never could find
Any good in you,
Because your as dark
As your soul.

On the last day of love.
Tears fell.
My world ended and my heart,
Cracked inside my body.

I am the fear that holds you back.
I am the thought who makes your body shake.
I am the one takes your sleep away.
I am who makes you think of every failure ever made.
I am the feelings that Takes your smile away.
I am the one who keeps you isolated.
I am the one who takes freedom joy happiness and hope away.

Anxiety is my name

I don't have a big beautiful house.
I don't have a beautiful car.
I don't have a lot of money.
I don't have big adventures.

I can give you a love that never changes or grows old.
I can be there day or night.
I can be more than just a friend.
I can give without wanting something in return.

If you care more about the things that I dont have than the things, that I can give you. Then maybe it is best to let go and forget.

The flames of hate have taken over everything. Poisoned minds taught to hate anything that allows people to live free. Innocent life's cut shorts families shattered.

Not safe any were.
Can't love who you want to love.
No solutions to the problems.
Nothing is getting better things seem to be getting worse.

Can't trust the news channels.
Governments don't know what to do anymore. They want us to believe it is all sun shine lolly pops and rainbows.

Let's stand shoulder to shoulder no matter where you are in the world. Let's send message that can't be ignored.

Hope over fear
Good over evil
Light over darkness.
We stand together
Hate can never win

It started with a kiss.
Watching beautiful sunsets.
Candle lit dinners for two.

Making plans sharing dreams.
Making love by candle light.
Something changed inside him.

Its me not you excuse came.
He open the door.
I didn't stand in his way.

Fight or don't fight.
Keep getting up or stay down.
Wait for him or don't wait.
Look back or look forward.

A wise man once said you can't change what has happen you let it go and move on.

Not always easy to do.
Some pain never stops hurting.
Full with regrets and heart ache.
Can't run because there's no were to go.
Can't scream because no one would hear me anyway.

trapped in a real life nightmare that I can't escape from .

He stormed into my life changing everything.
A desire burns deep with in my heart.
Tiered of fighting feelings that can't be beaten.
There is nothing that i wouldn't do for him.
He is the sun in my blue sky.
He is the moon in my night sky.
He is the sun light in my hair.
He is the smile on my lips.
I love him more than he will ever know.
His beauty is every where I go.
I would do anything just to see him smile.
I would travel the world and bring him back beautiful things.
He stole my heart.
He stole my love.
Now these eyes seen nothing but him.
My mind body and soul are his.

Let's shut out the world and turn our phones off. Tonight let me feel your tongue in my mouth.

Let me feel your soft lips kiss my mouth and neck.Let me feel your hands touch every part of my body.

Let our body's come together and make the sweetest song. Let your name fall from my lips over and over.

let me lay my naked body upon your bed. touch me kiss me feel me inside and outside.

Tonight I want to be the only toy you play with.

Every time I see you its hard not to smile. my heart races reaching speeds no car could ever match.

You asked me what I was I thinking about it. Some questions are best lift not answered.

You make me feel like a love sick teenager that, would do anything to get you to notice me.

In my dreams I have kissed you a thousand times. Feeling your soft hands touching every part of my body.

Every I time see you I fall in love with you all over again.

Spare me the lecture!!!.
I know that I fall in love alone.
But this isn't a feeling that you
Can turn off.

I wish that i had never laid
My eyes on that man.
Hating myself for being unable
To let him go.

I can't think.
I can't breath.
I can't dream of someone else.
Maybe I deserve the pain.

I shouldn't answer his message.
But this sick love as you call it
Is better thank having nothing.
Call me crazy tell me it's on my head.

Just because I can't be with him.
It does mean that this love just
Dies because it doesn't die.

lets just turn our phones off and forget about everything for one night.

Lets shut out the world and pretend that we are the last two people alive.

No need for tv.
No need for movies we have seen so many times.
No need to be with friends.
No need to get drunk.

I have you and you have me nothing else is needed we have it all right here.

I am yours mind body and soul tonight I don't want to share you with anyone.

A mother always knows
The right thing to say.
She makes you laugh
When you don't feel like it.
She comforts you when your
Heart has been broken.
She makes your favourite dinner.
She stands by you when no one else Does.
She loves you no matter what you do.
She always there when no one else is.
When she leaves this world you miss
Her even more.

It doesn't matter if
I am sleeping or awake.
Lost in thoughts or day dreams.
I still dream of you.

Lost smiles and forgotten dreams.
Newly springs roses dancing in the gentle breeze.Remembering past summer days.

A freshly lit barbecue burnt back sausages. Laughing so hard tears rolled down our cheeks.

Thinking our time would last forever, Life ends and your gone.
Now all that's between us is the moon and stars.

Remembering our last summer.

Never any peace or space to breath.
While i cry inside stuck in the same
Thoughts.

No sleep no freedom nothing but
A heart shattering pain, no one understands.
They say they do but I know its a lie.

Some thoughts can't be forgotten.
Things stay with you forever.
Words can't be taken back either.