In a bowl add

One tablespoon of promises made but never kept.
Two tablespoons of lies.
Five tablespoons tears
Ten tablespoons of emotional pain.

a recipe for breaking hearts

Worlds change
When eyes meet.
Leaving nothing
As it once was.

I knew that he would be a trouble that
Would break my heart.
Taking me to dark places in me that I
Didn't know exist.

I knew that one taste of his venomous lips would be something I'd regret.
But it never stopped me longing for just one taste of a poison kiss.

I knew the longer I stare into his eyes the more lost I would become.
He was a broken beauty that drew me
Into his wicked game.

Writing poem after poem in the hope he read them and say something.
Passing glances feeling angry at myself for allow him in.

I hate myself for loving him and tasting the forbidden fruit I should have just left well alone.

Love is
False promises shatter dreams.
A broken heart tears cried.
A pain that doesn't stop hurting.
A painful sting that stops you breathing.
Thoughts that don't let you sleep.

Yes I still crave his touch and I long to
Lay in warm safety of his arms.
I want him to pull me close and steal the breath from my lips.
He made me feel alive he unzipped my core, and touched the deepest part
Of soul so softly.
He made me feel what it was like
To be loved and to feel it.

Dreams are my play ground where i
Am far from a cold reality.
Until morning comes.

Jeans rolled up sand in my toes.
Thought of you in my head.
Wishing you where here.

When life gives you lemons.
Smile and make lemonade.

I love everyone.
But I trust no one.
That's the sad part.

He looked me in the eyes and said
My only fault, was i created a lie
That you believed.
In that moment something died
In the deepest part of my heart.

700,000 children pushed into poverty.
Food banks that can't cope anymore.
Jobs lost families struggling to get by.
Even more rough sleepers than before.
Tax credit's that makes life worse.
People living in badly built houses.
No money for schools and hospitals.
Yet there's money for royal weddings.  
One rule for us and a different rule for them.
A government that takes from the poor.
Even death has a tax these days.
Is this what building a fairer country that works for everyone looks like?.

Be strong.
Be bold.
Always believe.
Never give up.

If.
Every poem was happy would
It sound the same.
If.
Everything was peaceful would
The world be a better place.
If.
You had everything you ever wanted
Would you truly be happy.
If.
You could go back to that happy moment
In time would you do it.

Strength doesn't come from how
Many fights that you have had.
Strength comes from picking yourself up everytime you have fallen.

I feel the pressure building.
Screaming louder and louder,
But no one hears me.
No more do I want to fight the darkness,
Because I am too broken for that

I'll never forget the day.
When we left our phones and thoughts behind.
Lost in the woods we knew so well
Tents up a fire ready to be lit.
Rabbits hoping brids singing the gentle breeze dancing with the trees.
Night falls the stars are out hot chocolate made marshmallows roasted.
Singing songs round the camp fire falling asleep under the stars.
A summers night i will never forget.

Shattered dreams lies told broken heart.

Promised heaven and got put through hell.

You gave love more than a bad name

Embracing the darkness inside me
Letting it out not holding it back.
Smashing the masks they give me to wear tierd of the fake faces.
Who pretend they are perfect when its just a well told lie.
I stepped over to my dark side found
That I am both angel and demon.
We all have a light and darkness inside us.
I now embrace the darkness I was
Scared of for long.

The danger with some dreams is they
Keep you holding on to the one thing,
That you can never really have.

Put down me I'll get back up stronger than ever.

Put me in darkness and I'll shine brighter than a star.


nothing you do or say can ever hurt me.

You will never break me

You are
  The mystery I want to find
  The secret I want to keep
  The touch I want to feel
The kiss I want to taste

The American dream,
Turned into the
Real American horror story.

I am sorry.
There's things I should have said but there never seemed to be the right time.
Could find the right words or let my feelings show, now it is to late.

I am sorry.
For the things we will never do and the places we'll never see.

I am sorry.
That I left you when I promised that I would never leave you.

The light at the end of the
Tunnel is switched off,
Until further notice.
Please enjoy the darkness and
The sound of silence.

I am no angel.
Crossed many lines.
Made mistakes.
Learned lessons.
I am a poet.
Not a lair.

Is it sad that I was born into my
Trap and I don't mind it anymore.

Awaken sense heighten pleasure.
Bodies entwined heart to heart.
Eyes closed every touch felt.
Slip your fingers in my hair.
Pull me closer than before.
kiss me like your losing me.
Kiss me like a vampire.

Behind my smile lies a rage you
Have never seen before.
So please don't push me too hard.

The moment I fell in love with you
I broke my own heart

You have to plan before you do it.
Believe everything question nothing.
Wear all the right cloths.

Look perfect and be perfect everyday.
Wearing a mask to hide the real you.
Never caring about who your hurting.

They always tell me i am not enough.
The difference is i am happy as i am.
I love the skin i am in.

I am real not fake.
I wear no mask.
I have nothing to hide.