I seem happy, right?
You see no cuts on my wrist,
Only the smile on my lips,
You hear me laugh, you see me smile,

But did you take time to look in my eyes?
Did you see the emptiness, the darkness?
Did you check my hips?
Darling, if only you opened your eyes, you could see,
I was dying inside..

She said to me "You're perfect",
and I want you to be mine."
But I felt I wasn't worthy
and to be perfect, Ill need time.

I knew it wouldn't be worth it,
It could be better if I tried,
then she got tired of waiting
and I watched my chance go by.

i cant
remember who
i am
i don’t
know what
i have
become, someone
help me
anyone, help
me, i
don’t quite
know but
i think
i might
not be
okay

close the curtains, and help me get out of character
help me take off this costume
and remind me who i am
remind me who i am
who..
i am...
who am i ?
i am only what i have become and never the person i once was.
i don’t know how long i can be who i have become, or how many pages are left in my story, or if i’m closing in on my final chapter, but i hope you enjoyed my story regardless.