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CNM Oct 2016
The day my body said stop
You had told me nothing like that would happen
I had told you that I had a boyfriend
But you saw I wasn’t very happy
You saw your chance and you took it.
The day my body said stop
I made it clear I wanted to remain loyal
You had a plan to change what I wanted
But your plan failed, I didn’t want you
You didn’t care.
The day my body said stop
All of the sudden you were in my bed
All of the sudden you were naked and so was I
All of the sudden I was no longer loyal
All of the sudden I was crying.
The day my body said stop
My blood was all over your fingers,
My tears all over my face,
My bed reeking of your sweat,
You didn’t care.
You wanted another taste.
those werent from pleasure they were from pain
  Oct 2016 CNM
Maia Vasconez
He eyes me like he's hungry for a steak,
Like I'm something on a plate.
His voice is sweet and low but fake.
I questions his intentions,
Wonder why there's salt on the table...
Yeah, warm me up.
Thaw me out and maybe I won't taste so much like cardboard.

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He told me he knows how to love a person,
I told him what he knows is how to eat a good meal.
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He told me he knows how to love a person,
I told him what he knows is how to eat a good meal.
CNM Sep 2016
sip , sip
it goes down thick
oh god i hope i don't get sick
sip , sip
I'm sweating i begin to strip
syrup on my lips leave a drip
gulp, gulp
more and more it all goes blurry
i chug it down in a hurry
gulp, gulp
i can't get out of bed
i can't get you out of my head
  Sep 2016 CNM
Maia Vasconez
You shouldn't feel butterflies in your stomach when you see him. When you love  a person you should find them calming.
The way I see you with your hair up and no make up and no bra but your shirts still on... I would call that comfort in each other.
The intimate conversations we had made you feel more than any boys hands.
The unsuspecting pictures and my boring little lectures and us bonding over laundry was a sure sign of connection and there was never any tension.
And the truth is I hate to see you worrying about some dumb kid who doesn't care about you as much or more than I do but,

I'm not saying be in love with me,
I'm saying I hold your heart
the way he holds your hand.
Purely platonic, this **** is ironic.
CNM Sep 2016
Her magic twirls in circles around her head
Her aura is worn like a dress , like a ball gown
Her scent rolled around for hours in my bed
Her eyes are so kind, could never bring me down
Her arms are mystic her dust rubs off on my skin
Her fingertips twinkle, they are dipped in joy
Her delicate lips never fail to make my head spin
Her love could never be given to me by a boy
Her touch makes my mind scream like a tea kettle
Her hands linger when time no longer exists
Her lips leave a tingle where ever she has kissed.


She spins and I can see every angle of bliss
She digs in the deepest crevices and lays there
She leaves me mystified with her good bye kiss
She blushes, “I’m sorry, I can’t help but stare”
She enters my brain and cleans all the mess
She lies before me all mystery bared
She carries her past lives in her back pocket
She carries my heart around her neck like a locket
CNM Aug 2016
freckles, a slight lisp
honey bear your love is endless
  Aug 2016 CNM
Maia Vasconez
velvet scrunchie
balled up money
I feel funny I feel funny
wet feet
dead meat
you and me
are dead meat

ripped tights
bug bites
another street fight
my wings are damp kites
forgot a light,
can I *** yours?

scratched disks,
you are the sound I missed when the record skipped

someone said I belong in a trash bin
broken chin
crooked grin
too thin too thin
tattoos made with a safety pins

yes she was star lit,
lying face down on the carpet
I love her this way
wish she'd pass out here everyday

I got voicemail again!
I write these letters
and you never respond
would you like me better if I said something nice about your sweater?

I feel sick again
fever, chills, muscle aches
it only happens when you flake
it only happens when you flake
I think I have the flu
ya I probably do
this cant be heart break
no it cant be heart break

you call me glum chum
I think I know why
I haven't smiled in awhile
I have scars on my thighs
I drink wine, get high
spill about how much I hate life

you call me glum chum
but I wipe crumbs off your
mouth with my thumb
don't play dumb
don't play dumb
also don't swallow your gum
Writing things when your heart hurts and reading them when it doesn't
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