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My life is now my delusion,
A world made of fantasies.
Happiness is no longer the illusion,
My life is my new disease.

No longer waiting to see what happens,
No more waiting on fate.
I will decide where it all ends,
I will show you all my hate.

You claim to be full of anger,
You spread nothing but lies.
Your time in my mind is in danger,
For you are whom I truly despise.

The look in your eyes is hard to handle,
It's almost something to be feared.
Is this true or just another scandal?
Where is your face--just mine I see mirrored.
done with the world, hbu?
I am from the brokenness, from lies within the darkness.
I am from the needy, the saddened, from the harsh cold seasons.
I am from the traditions that are never celebrated.
The chips that no one wants, and the hatred demons that haunt your nights.

From "you won't ever be good enough" to "just go away"
I am from the lack of trying, because my best Is never great.
I am from moving there to leaving here,
Memories are faded, fore mine aren't the greatest.
I've been trapped In the past fore far to long,
Maybe forginess will find me somewhere down this road.

I wave at my demons, as I run away with happiness.
I've lived In this darkness fore far to long,
I'm ready to leave, and now I'm moving on.
The blade accidentally rips open my vein,
I'm not ready to die.
My world becomes blurry,
My heart slows down..
I just wanted answers to my pain,
I'm not ready to die,
"Please, help me" I scream, but no one hears.
I'm not ready to die I say,
As I fade away Into sweet bliss.
As I sit on a rock near the river,
I watch the water float by,
Darker Is It then my soul.
I feel this utter bliss when I'm sitting close by nature.
Taking In the scent,
Releasing my worries, and doubts.
Happiness over whelms me and fore once I feel like I belong here.
They say you must love yourself before you love others.
Yet, I always find myself caring more about the people I push away,
I let the pain drown me In my own tears, and happiness Is jsut a word.
Do you not see me reaching out to you?
Can you tell me, who am I ?
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