Everybody tells me to leave
before it gets worse
'What would you do
if our rolls were reversed'
I'd tell you to get out
cause you deserve so much better
'So why do you keep going back
like one of those annoying chain letters'
Well, I'd rather get a little taste of passion
than no flavor at all
And if I want someone on top of me
I have no one else to call
And when I'm dealing with my selfhating mind
I need someone to silence it
I feel so desperately lonely without him
Even though he treats me like ****
Somehow I prefer getting hurt
over being my own best friend
I know I'm better off without him
Yet I'm terrified that it will end