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Karmen Jul 2018
This memory of us which I do not share
Hold onto beyon depths of all ruts
A moment that felt of sincere
The most secure
About what you mean to me
And remain a place in heart
Honestly didn’t expect , so this memory I’ve never shared revealing my moment of true care for you removing years of doubt I always felt
Everything changed
What was always said, the real meaning of true friendship was no longer just words
But something that I felt and now understood
Cause we always mistook things that weren’t even spoke
Giving us a taste of the sandyhook
Remaining alive , center of the disasterous path it weaved
Leaving speechless on how to rebuild
Attempt to heal things not meant
     Hospital bed, coming to side ; squeezing in as I lean at your chest
Then began a quick rest
You never spoke , not even a sound
Remained still though cramped in that tiny patients waiting bed
Time going by
Still no sign of you even being real
You remain still
I assumed you were in own zone
Don’t know if you felt some wave of what i consumed in something of so many things that were all too real and hard to reveal Cause it had feels
A friendship I never believed
Disregarding your words of expressed care and love that you shared for the bond we built a friendship that be constantly stalled in building up.
I ****** up and thought too much
Made myself think I was Trippen on what I felt
It wasn’t real
Something in Munich head
Cause you weren’t really all there
You were no where near
And silenced vibes no physical motions
Made me feel I was honestly on my own
Just with physical feel cause the owner mind and soul were off seeking some guy and struggling its own mind of so many past nights
I killed my feelings of real and moment of love in the doing at being to my side cause there’s never been such type of cool connection in relating to us .
Exsistent in present time I’ll never know
Nor do I wish an answer to provide clarity of mind
Whatever it be
You there with me and all
Or simply gone out in another realm
Doesn’t matter at the end
Cause was I cherish to the most
And never exposed
Means so much to me
Not even this of what I write can really
Tell how I feel and felt
What change it made
The vibe of friendship once filled of doubt and thoughts of lies
Now washed , given little trace and
Added feels of a bit more to be some home
Knowing the battles we will fight
Won’t diminish our care and love
We will always remain great friends
Even when things are not said
Or if we go dead
But that I added as a last minute joke cause well I don’t do closings to my feels all great and ****
But that’s how you know it’s real
A random close to something meant to be forreal
So swoopesdela- ooomf
Right now sharing you’re awesome posame late early write tired too tired phone call good night fighter higher power devour
In Maga heaven
There is no scripture here , only rubber stamped  pre - approved  lobbyists
with tanning bed fangs ******* on
a choir of flesh-hungry frat boy ****** interns
chanting “U! S! A!” with each pharma ******.
Matt Gaetz hideous Botox cartoon villain  face
3-D printed and impaled smile as  ubiquitous as underage prostitutes on Epstein's island
now  with more  ICE  sanctioned “ kids in cages.”
In the smoke-choked outer gates,  a  pearly mezzanine,
Rush Limbaugh dabbing his crusty *** hanky
sweating, teetering, corpulent blob, leaking snapple like a stuck pig
He chortles on an endless A.M. talk radio loop, his triple chins wobbling like pork rinds in a fat fryer.
His 4 dollar cigar, 10 inches of colonial sadism, like his abandoned family  burns wet and slow.
The smoke curls upward, thick as ***** generational trauma and just as sweet.
It drapes the room like a funeral veil made of  Newts scam money and powdered supplement bile.
**** Cheney prays to Karl Rove born on Christmas day
both as ****** as the driven snow.
His skin is waxed like Lenin, but on a hydraulic exoskeleton,
They are fumbling  try to hoist  their cross-shaped catheters to  spoon feed one another.
Whimpering ineffectually and  muttering into a fetus-shaped walkie-talkie about planes in buildings over Guantanamo freedom.
Sad excuse for a moldered ******—half missile, half melted gavel
judder with every heartbeat stolen from Halliburton pensioners.
Each pulse chants "abort this, *****" through a bedazzled maga megaphone
mounted where a human heart is supposed to be.
Mitch McConnell in divine chin contempt and ecstasy,  falls on schedule and is resurrected even more lobotomized each time. ( somehow)
Beneath the bone-cracked  Trump Casino marble, a small out of the way obscure footnote of a rotunda “ the Striated Pantheon of star wars dreams”,
Dan Quayle moans through a diamond-encrusted grill ,
his libido injected with Reagan Era tax cuts and oil futures coated in powdered Adderall from summer camp  spelling BEES, 1987.
His ******* tattooed with  ' Tipper Gore '  twitch Morse code for “trickle-down, tickle down  trickle down”
and each spasm sends a ripple through the latex Fallwell hymnals glued to his shriveled under developed thighs.

  Oh, but make  way fools  !   For  you have  no say over  your  body  Trans or Female  as Clarence Thomas drives his big block Winnebago like he rides a tricycle the size of the Lincoln Memorial.
His scabby ashen elbows jut out like battering ram from each comic window.
Forgotten Jared K stole his custom Supreme Court Rascal,
denting time and space with every vow and a slow ritual bowing .
Clarence drools thick black sludge over his Anita Hill poster
legal ink, congealed into constitutional back alley abortion cancer.
His gums gnash "textualisms" as a  hymn turned lullaby
corpses of past rulings slough off behind him like the bribery bloated garbage snake he is.
Kristi Noem  breaks the reverie on all fours beneath a dripping taxidermied buffalo chandelier,
a pulsating greasy ******* protruding with corporate logos blinking in synchronized gun show glory.
Fur bloodied, mangled—coyote, dog, child? No one asks as she is paraded past Sandyhook again.
The plug buzzes the Pledge of Allegiance in  maga Morse with a URL for granny donations pls.
Her eyes say thank you to truth social. Rights vanish like the separation of church and state in this bloated degenerate unqualified puppet show .   Mega churches handing out loaded AR-10s.
Tacos and Manatees cavort in orange Cheeto dust and bedazzled glue guns.
Stormy Daniels *** dolls hang from scaffolds meant for Mike Pence
and everyone wipes their *** on stolen nuclear secrets.
Amen, Karen, Amen...

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