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Lost Feb 2019
I'm Getting Married in October
Lost
Feb 2019
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to get married October 3rd, 2020.
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to walk down the aisle in a white gown I picked.
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to walk myself because I'm not an object to be "handed off".
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to get closer and closer but yet it feels so far away.
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to see eyes on me I only wished would have given me that much attention growing up.
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to vow to the man I love that I will "always be with You".
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to cry because life feels like its moving so fast yet the moment's pass so slow.
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to pray that people care enough to come.
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to hope his family accepts me without a second thought.
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to convince myself that "I'm strong enough" to hold it together.
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to marry the man I love and want to spend the rest of my life with.
I'm getting married in October.
"I'm going to be his wife."
I'm getting married in October.
I'm getting married.
.
I'm going to get married October 3rd, 2020.
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to walk down the aisle in a white gown I picked.
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to walk myself because I'm not an object to be "handed off".
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to get closer and closer but yet it feels so far away.
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to see eyes on me I only wished would have given me that much attention growing up.
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to vow to the man I love that I will "always be with You".
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to cry because life feels like its moving so fast yet the moment's pass so slow.
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to pray that people care enough to come.
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to hope his family accepts me without a second thought.
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to convince myself that "I'm strong enough" to hold it together.
I'm getting married in October.
I'm going to marry the man I love and want to spend the rest of my life with.
I'm getting married in October.
"I'm going to be his wife."
I'm getting married in October.
I'm getting married.
.
Man I'm old
s Oct 2016
wednesday october 12th
s
Oct 2016
its wednesday october 12th and i wonder where the stars we saw that night are now
its wednesday october 12th and despite all the stars in the sky my bones still ache for the stars within your eyes
its wednesday october 12th and i promise you are every you in all the songs i sing and all the poems i write and sometimes i pretend you're still next to me until i open my eyes
its wednesday october 12th and i still think your hands were a masterpiece i couldnt afford to touch
its wednesday october 12th and i'm well aware that you're out there somewhere for someone else to love
its wednesday october 12th and i'm trying to remember what it felt like holding your hand
its wednesday october 12th and you're still the first and last thing to go through my mind every day
its wednesday october 12th and i will always and forever love you
it doesnt matter what day it is i miss you
(every day it hurts a little more)
its wednesday october 12th and despite all the stars in the sky my bones still ache for the stars within your eyes
its wednesday october 12th and i promise you are every you in all the songs i sing and all the poems i write and sometimes i pretend you're still next to me until i open my eyes
its wednesday october 12th and i still think your hands were a masterpiece i couldnt afford to touch
its wednesday october 12th and i'm well aware that you're out there somewhere for someone else to love
its wednesday october 12th and i'm trying to remember what it felt like holding your hand
its wednesday october 12th and you're still the first and last thing to go through my mind every day
its wednesday october 12th and i will always and forever love you
it doesnt matter what day it is i miss you
(every day it hurts a little more)