i asked at the beginning, "are you good at taking hints?" they all said yes with eager smiles and starving eyes.
so tell me why i tell you in every way i know how, that i do not want to belong to anyone anymore.
and you still think you have a chance to make me yours.
you said you were good at taking hints so why do you not understand me when i tell you that i do not want to be with you.
why does yes seem to make more sense to you than no ever did?
is it because you were to hungry for a piece of me or because you felt bad that you already stole something from me.

how long did it take you to realize you weren't in love with me at all?
did it take you a few days?

or maybe you realized it when you got in her bed
and did whatever the hell you wanted with her body, the way i never let you.

or, or was it when you realized that the space between my thighs was no landing pad for temporary guests.

maybe it was when i let you know that my *** belonged to me far before it ever "belonged" to you.

i think the moment you realized you never loved me was when i finally looked you in the eyes and instead of seeing an opportunity you saw fire instead.

i failed.

again...

so what's new?

Can i go back in time
And live again?
This time with my eyes open