Rufaro TE Kaviya: Poems

Rufaro TE Kaviya Feb 2015

I've found the place where we can be,
With you finally wanting me...
For i will reach that destination today
Because I have ultimately found a way

For today i die to be with you
Once and for all;
No reality to destroy they hopes of me and you

With the decision made, objective set
Endless dreams is where I hope to get!

- Rufaro Kaviya

#love #hurt #alone

Holes..

Rufaro TE Kaviya Feb 2015

Holes..

I've been ******

Into a black hole

No escape, given no remorse

Trapped; for all eternity

Doomed; to be forever alone

Gone; fading to a memory

Stuck in a swirling, never ending

Black hole

- Rufaro Kaviya

#darkness

Illusions..

Rufaro TE Kaviya Feb 2015

Illusions..

I'll be okay
Why can't i believe that.

I'll be okay
Why do i keep lying to myself.

I'll be okay
Why do these words make me feel worse.

I'll be okay
Why can't I be hopeful.

I'll be okay
Why can't anyone tell i'm not okay.

I'll be okay
Why can't i be okay.

- Rufaro Kaviya

Just Walking..

Rufaro TE Kaviya Feb 2015

Just Walking..

I am not alone as i wander
Walking aimlessly, blindly each day
Roaming as the walking dead

Lifeless, drained of all hope
Left crumbling as the shell of my former self
Alive but not living.

Craving only for redemption, salvation
That we believe only another can provide
But still lost in our journey to find them

Living among those loving
But only seeing our self-created divide
Developing a specialty to hide even whilst in plain sight

The walking dead;
Their population increasing.
Continuing their journey among us

- Rufaro Kaviya

#lonely #emptiness

Prison Of My Mind

Rufaro TE Kaviya Feb 2015

Prison Of My Mind

Mentally encased, 6 by 6
With hope of an escape,
But only with the impending danger
Of returning
Leaving without resolution

                without closure

Only left scarred with memories
Even with a new-found 'freedom'
Never actually leaving the prison.
Left confined within our minds
Even whilst unbound.

               left in solitude to cope

Left to eventually drown,
Losing your last breaths,
Your last hold on sanity....

               Fighting a lost war

So I wait, till such a time,
For a release unguaranteed
But will know for sure
Of freedom and peace

- Rufaro Kaviya

#peace #freedom #mental #restrained

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Rufaro TE Kaviya Feb 2015

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In my a journey
Doubt; a constant recurrence
Plaguing my sanity
My last tether to existence

A continuing struggle
Questioning everything that is:
My Family, My Religion
Myself

Left with more and more regrets
Only left to look back
But desperately trying to look forward,
To Tomorrow, To the future

Left hanging on...
Fighting for an existence not worth fighting for

- Rufaro Kaviya

#running #existence #fighting #struggling

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