You
You are someone
Not everyone knows you
But you have feelings
Not everyone cared
Not sure if somebody does

You
You are special
Not everyone is like you
But you keep trying to become them
Not owning what you feel
Not standing for what is real

You
You are priceless
Not a single soul could know your true value
But you keep selling yourself
Not believing you aren't for sale
Not knowing you can't be owned

You
You are alive
Not everyone are given the chance to breath
But you keep wishing you are dead
Not seeing how blessed you are
Not realizing that you exist

You
You are you
Everything is a part of yourself
But not everything can define you
Not the world
Not the solar system
Not the things you do
Not even your name
Or the words that are spoken about you

You
You will always be who you want to be
You will always be what you have been
You will not be defined
You will always be you
You are the only one given a chance to live like you
And you is the perfect thing about you
Because you can't be replaced
Even if the world keep trying to make you erased

It is a feeling
I felt it for the first time seeing
Never thought i would experience this rare meeting
They say it is once in a lifetime
I say it remains even if all we have is fading time
I wasn't aware that these unexplainable feelings exist
It is something so precious yet short
A sensation you can't resist
I failed to respond to it
But it still taught me the way to fit
It brought the pieces together
Knowing that being complete means finding another
How sudden it was
So briefly it last
10,000 words i need to left spoken
A few just lasted in that right moment
Now it says i must be dreaming
Because i was looking for a shot
Finding the sentences i hope end in dot
A dot for all my unknown emotions
Answering the question mark to what i am feeling in these sensations

I was in the woods
The trees were dying
My world was crashing
All the route was leading to places
And i was still found homeless
It was like flying while drowning
Nothing to hold on to
But keep struggling to see through
This is too messy
I try to be ready
Instead i become unsteady
All of a sudden i am cutting trees
Separating the branches
Leaving the roots
Trying to pull myself out of the crowd
A crowd of plants feeding me with dead leaves
Decaying my body
And still there is nobody
I am starting to wonder if there is really someone
Or am i the only one
In the woods
A forest full of steady waving tree bodies
Careless, staring.... Rooted in to unknown
Will i find a home
Or should i be forever searching
Escaping something that maybe everything
And nothing have sense

When I look at you i see the day
A morning where a few of my life will be
Slowly it will be dark as your promises
I will see the dawning in your eyes
The threshold of hope above your chin
The lies within your illuminating path
Guiding me in a sea of anything
Random clouds will pour beneath you
For the ray of you aren't perfect
You are still forever shining
But living under you is blinding
How hot you could be yet in a cold way
So good as necessities
Burns in a million sunburns i felt agony
Why am i awake when i see you?
Why do i sleep my life away when you're not around?
It got me twisted
You are someone i love to have
But i need to accept that some point
Too much of everything can be bad
That the world is spinning
Some things are going to be missing
And when i look at the sky at night
I shall remember how the day used to be
Back then
Every time when I look at you

If i don't leave now
And stay in something so great yet so empty
I will lose myself
Eventually after losing me
I will lose you
This time
Forever

Every chattering sounds i hear
Feeling the departing vibration from your feet
I have missed them
But i have lost
The thoughts are fear
The looking back aren't any clear
They used to wake me every morning for work
Know they haunt me in my sleep
It's gone
Why
Why when i hear i become blind
A measure of time can't give me comfort
Misfits of my conscience are beginning
Stepping out of myself like you did
1....2....3...
Nothing has become of me
Like the footsteps faded
Be an echo
Pressured by the weight of the whole body
I can't change anything
Though i swear i can't be honest if i did everything
I used to say goodnight every night in our bed
Know i say goodbye in these lines
Be gone echoing illusion.......

I knew i was chained by past
I regret making myself a prisoner
Self inflicting in moments of confusion
I keep pulling the pages back when it's time to end the chapter
Very far i keep pushing myself away from that lonely place
But this face keep smiling
While my heart keeps talking that it's time
I don't know any cure
For a moment can't be erased
And scars can't be just gone?
These illusions are continually growing to become real
The small bruises has come to be a disease
I am fading into these oblivion
I never known that a burden could last a lifetime or so
But never i have realized
That all i need is a pill of letting go
Never knew i would find healing
In just by moving
Being homeless again
And just looking through the next journey
It must be a different view without a me and a you
Until then everything is just the same