So much I’ve gained, truly..
Both the blessings and the bruises
I’ve received them amid the clamor
Yet never let them wholly settle in.

The cosmos has taught me to rise
The cosmos has taught me to dare
The cosmos forbids me, from ever doubting this self I bear.

I texted you
When I felt so alone
And so scared
And so ready to disappear
You pulled me in to reality
Or out of my terrible one
And gave a good reason to live

I now knew that one person loved me

You hug me so much
And tell me you love me
And you kiss my cheek
And you run and smile when you see me
And I don't think you know
How wonderful that makes me feel

I knew that someone's experience is better when I'm there

You saw my monsters
And you noticed my face
And you noticed my hand picking at the thing touching my face
You heard my silent scream
And you told me everything was okay

I now knew that my screams could be heard if the right person listened

I cry as I write this,
I love you
I'm grateful
Thank you

The midnight breeze escorts your pace,
Grace in motion, my soul’s quiet praise.
Might I dare to ask, if true,
Who is the maiden with mohawk hue?
I cannot bear to meet her gaze,
The fairest face that steals the haze.

Sudah lama, entah akankah menjelma?
Teman kecilku berhamburan
Rangkaian aksara yang ku susun buyar perlahan
Meninggalkan lembaran putih nan bersih

Sungguh malang teman kecilku
Tersesat dalam ketidakwarasan waktu
Ruang tempatmu bercerita kini sunyi
Maka, menangislah segera, agar dapat ku menjumpaimu, agar kembali bergema riuh ruang sunyi itu.