I might be losing my mind
I feel properly unhinged tonight
Blood is gonna spill

I’m tired
I’m empty
I’m alone
I’m longing
I’m cold
I’m sick
I’m suffering
I’m suicidal tonight

I don’t want to celebrate my birth
Because right now
It feels like a massive error
I’ve lost my desire to exist
And if I could simply
Blink myself out of existence
I wouldn’t hesitate
To go through with it