I keep my
nails short
my hair short

my clothes long
my eyebrows long

I see no wrong
I'm so comfortable

why must I change for you
why are you so uncomfortable

everyday I see a rainbow
sneaking into my day
I wish they knew the end

a little harder
I cry

I talk a little louder everytime

I move softly
I'm still so clumsy

I catch myself from falling

I'm so depressing
if I'm ever alone again
I don't want to become darkness

I'm so desperate
I stay with you instead
confused if your sadness
matches with my loneliness

we are always the toxic pair
one starts to rot while the other stays there

you turn the lights off
you turn them on
feeling dizzy

if you say the truth in that tone
I'll feel like I don't belong

I'm not sorry
I'm just mad

I don't want to be dependent
but
you're all I have

I wish you understood
we're not good for eachother

O Lord, O my God, I praise You
and I always will,
I have bowed to You
Just protect me from the devil!

On the last day of my life
I ask you to stay in my heart
and make me feel fear
of your immortal power!

Please forgive all of my sins
that I had already done.
God, You are only one
who can save all of my kins.

God, we love you more than others
'Cause You have given us our lives.
God, make me happy always
and take away my sadness.

I wouldn't make myself cry again
Lord, give me some solace
and cure all my pain
with Your mercy and kindness!

The green leaves are playing with rain
and I'm feeling lonely this evening.
I remember it was raining
Last year we were here together
I still miss that day more than anything!

When the raindrops touch your beauty
and make you feel pleasure
Yet I just keep watching where
with my thirsty eyes
and I deeply enjoy your wet black hair!

I have stopped writing to enjoy your dance
in the rain and just have dreamed that,
Don't be shy onto me just dance
and don't hide your rainy face
Maybe I'm a new bird in your rainforest!

You know I'm a stranger
My country is far away from you
But I'm impressed with your lank wet hair!
When the evening has become darker
and the rain has stopped, I'm feeling lonely again!

Let Your name be safe
in my heart always
Let my eyes run down
with tears for You my God!

I'll always remember you
in my youth
I'll always bow down
to you on earth
Lord, let me hold the truth.

My sins will make an ocean
if I get them together,
Please be kind oh Creator
and forgive me forever!
Let me read Your Book
every morning, my Lord!

I want to be a good person
with full faith in You,
Let me stay on the right path
with peace and love, O My God!