nahuhulog
at patuloy na nahuhulog
sa kung anong nararamdaman sa dibdib
isang hukay
bangin
butas
na kumakain sa konsepto
ng sarili kong buhay

may lulang dala
may sakit na kasama
na hindi na rin pala dama
dahil ang araw-araw
ay isang paulit-ulit
na nahuhulog
at patuloy na nahuhulog
sa kawalan ng mundo

dinadama ang malakas na ihip ng hangin
sabihin
sa akin
ano nga bang dapat gawin
sa tuwing
binabalot na ng dilim

don't know where to go
yet i'm here in this journey
haikus are hard, *****

my lola died
and I'm so faraway

can't cry
can't scream
don't know why
numb, I seem

my lola died
and I'm so faraway

can't go home
even if I try
I'm not alone
I feel like it, why?

my lola died
and I'm so faraway

put all the blames
i'm used to it

burning all in flames
of my own doing

your
words
flow

thrown
its sharpness
in my heart

bleeding
with another words
that'll flow
and throw
its sharpness
to you

I've caused enough storm
I know

a sorry
could not calm it

maybe time

or me hurting all the time
is that what you want