i had never liked my name until i heard you said it
i had never known i deserved to be loved until you came and treated me better
i had never known that sleeping pills were useless until i heard your voice taking me to sleep
i had never known that i could fall in love only by hearing your laugh on the phone at 3 am
i had never known that loving you hurt more than cutting my arms
i had never known happiness existed until i knew you