Your stupid smile pops up on my screen
Everyday I fight to not break down
Every day I struggle to heal
I’m lonely I’m weak I’m done
I can’t even think of the happy times we had together
Only the abuse you put me through
What a way to start your morning huh
Replaying the psychological trauma
What if I ended it all
No, I love my family too much
Why would I want to hurt the people I love
Then I would become just like you
Oh wait there goes the morning alarm
Time to get ready for work
