i'm jealous of the ones who get to go back to someone who they consider to be their everything, best friend, love, home while I wait for that someone. i've been waiting a while now.
sounds incredibly silly, I saw my two closest friends today after a while. They were talking about their boyfriends and what they described, the simple mundanity of having someone made me realise how i've always wanted it. I've just always kept quiet. Feel much more lonely.