i'm still numb to everything that happened between us whether those 5 years were love or lust i know that i love you and that will never fade away from every tomorrow to our every yesterday we have invested so much of ourselves into what we have now we split apart and we are now lost somehow where did you go i am alone and in a daze every day i face is a complete and saddened haze but move forward i must and move on i shall who knows maybe in my future you will be looking at me like you used to eyes full of love a heart for the future but little did we know it wouldn't be that there was an end to you and me but enough reminiscing and il wipe my tears. i love you always and forever, for all the following years.